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world history in one big fat notebook pdf top    Ïîëâåêà òîìó íàçàä ïîýò è ñöåíàðèñò Äæîí Êîððèíãòîí, îäèí èç "îòêðûâàòåëåé" Áóêà, ïèñàë â ïðåäèñëîâèè ê ðàííåìó ñáîðíèêó ×àðëçà Áóêîâñêè:
" êîíöå íàøåãî ñòîëåòèÿ êðèòèêè, ïî âñåé âåðîÿòíîñòè, áóäóò óòâåðæäàòü, ÷òî ðàáîòû ×àðëçà Áóêîâñêè áûëè âîäîðàçäåëîì ìåæäó âðåìåíåì Ïàóíäà-Ýëèîòà-Îäåíà è íîâûì âðåìåíåì, êîãäà ÷åëîâå÷åñêèé ãîëîñ ïðèø¸ë â ñåáÿ...
Áåç âñÿêîé òåîðåòèçàöèè, ìàíèôåñòîâ è øêîë Áóêîâñêè íà÷àë äîëãîæäàííîå âîçâðàùåíèå ê ïîýòè÷åñêîìó ÿçûêó, ñâîáîäíîìó îò ëèòåðàòóðíûõ ïðåòåíçèé è äîñòàòî÷íîìó, ÷òîáû èçáðàòü ëþáóþ òåìó, êîòîðóþ îí ñ÷èòàåò íóæíîé...
Ýòî ðàçãîâîðíûé ÿçûê, ïðèáèòûé ê áóìàãå... ïî÷òè èäåàëüíîå ðàâíîâåñèå ìåæäó ñòèõèéíîé êîìïîçèöèåé è î÷åâèäíûìè òðåáîâàíèÿìè ëèòåðàòóðíîãî ñëîãà...
Íà÷èíàÿ ñ ðàííèõ ðàáîò äî íîâåéøèõ ïîýçèÿ Áóêîâñêè ìãíîâåííî óçíàâàåìà è, òåì íå ìåíåå, ýòî ïîýçèÿ áåç ãðàíèö."



ÿ õîòåë ñâåðãíóòü ïðàâèòåëüñòâî, íî âñ¸, ÷òî ÿ ñìîã, - ýòî íèçâåðãíóòü ÷óæóþ æåíó

30 ñîáàê, 20 ÷åëîâåê íà 20-òè ëîøàäÿõ è îäíà ëèñà,
è ãëÿíü ñþäà, ÷òî îíè ïèøóò:
âû ýãîèñòû è ìå÷òàòåëè,
òîëêó îò âàñ íåò íè äëÿ ñòðàíû, íè äëÿ öåðêâè,
÷èòàéòå ñâîþ èñòîðèþ, èçó÷àéòå ìîíåòàðíóþ ñèñòåìó,
çàìåòüòå, ÷òî ðàñîâîé âîéíå óæå 23000 ëåò.

ïðåêðàñíî, ÿ ïîìíþ 20 ëåò íàçàä,
ñèäÿ ñî ñòàðûì åâðåéñêèì ïîðòíûì -
åãî íîñ ïðè ñâåòå ëàìïû êàçàëñÿ ïóøêîé,
íàöåëåííîé íà âðàãà -
è ñ èòàëüÿíöåì-ôàðìàöåâòîì,
æèâøèì â äîðîãîé êâàðòèðå â ëó÷øåé ÷àñòè ãîðîäà,
ìû çàìûøëÿëè ñâåðãíóòü íåóñòîé÷èâóþ äèíàñòèþ;
ïîðòíîé, ïðèøèâàÿ ïóãîâèöû ê æèëåòó,
èòàëüÿíåö, òû÷à ñèãàðîé ìíå â ãëàç, ïðîñâåùàëè ìåíÿ,
ñàìîãî ïî ñåáå - íåóñòîé÷èâóþ äèíàñòèþ,
âñåãäà ïüÿíîãî, íàñêîëüêî âîçìîæíî,
íà÷èòàííîãî, ãîëîäàþùåãî, ïîäàâëåííîãî;
è, â ñóùíîñòè,
ìîëîäàÿ, äîáðîòíàÿ áàáà ðàçðåøèëà áû âñþ ìîþ âðàæäó,
íî ÿ íå çíàë ýòîãî;
ÿ ñëóøàë ìîåãî èòàëüÿíöà è ìîåãî åâðåÿ,
è áð¸ë çàòåì âäîëü ò¸ìíûõ óëèö, ïîêóðèâàÿ ÷óæèå ñèãàðåòû
è íàáëþäàÿ, êàê òûëüíûå ñòåíû äîìîâ îõâàòûâàåò ïëàìÿ;
íî ãäå-òî ìû ïðîìàõíóëèñü:
òî ëè ìû áûëè íåäîñòàòî÷íî ìóæ÷èíàìè,
íåäîñòàòî÷íî áîëüøèìè èëè ìàëûìè,
òî ëè ìû ïðîñòî õîòåëè ïîáîëòàòü ñî ñêóêè,
òîëüêî àíàðõèÿ íå âûøëà;
è åâðåé óìåð, à èòàëüÿíåö âñ¸ ñåð÷àë,
èáî ÿ îñòàâàëñÿ ñ åãî æåíîé, êîãäà îí óõîäèë â àïòåêó,
îí íå çàáîòèëñÿ ïðåäîòâðàòèòü
ñâåðæåíèå ñâîåãî ëè÷íîãî ïðàâèòåëüñòâà, è îíî ïàëî ëåãêî;
äåòè óñíóëè â ñîñåäíåé ñïàëüíå,
è ÿ ÷óâñòâîâàë ñåáÿ íåìíîãî âèíîâàòûì;
íî ïîçæå ÿ âûèãðàë 200 äîëëàðîâ â êîñòè
è óåõàë íà àâòîáóñå â Íîâûé Îðëåàí;
ÿ ñòîÿë íà óãëó, ñëóøàÿ ìóçûêó, äîíîñèâøóþñÿ èç áàðîâ,
è ÿ ñòàë õîäèòü ïî áàðàì è ñèäåòü òàì,
ðàçìûøëÿÿ îá óìåðøåì åâðåå:
êàê îí ïðèøèâàë ïóãîâèöû è ãîâîðèë - âñå åãî äåëà -
è êàê îí ñäàëñÿ, õîòÿ áûë êðåï÷å ëþáîãî èç íàñ;
îí ñäàëñÿ, òàê êàê åãî æ¸ë÷íûé ïóçûðü
íå ìîã áîëüøå ôóíêöèîíèðîâàòü,
è, ìîæåò áûòü, ýòî ñïàñëî Óîëë-ñòðèò è Ìàíõýòòåí,
è Öåðêîâü, è Öåíòðàëüíûé Ïàðê, è Ðèì, è Ëåâûé Áåðåã;
íî æåíà ôàðìàöåâòà,.. îíà îêàçàëàñü ìèëîé,
îíà óñòàëà îò áîìá, ñïðÿòàííûõ ïîä ïîäóøêîé,
è îò îñâèñòûâàíèÿ ïàïû ðèìñêîãî,
ó íå¸ áûëà î÷åíü õîðîøàÿ ôèãóðà, î÷åíü êðàñèâûå íîãè,
è ÿ ïîëàãàþ - îíà ÷óâñòâîâàëà òî æå, ÷òî è ÿ:
÷òî ñëàáîñòü áûëà íå â Ïðàâèòåëüñòâå, à â ×åëîâåêå,
÷òî ÷åëîâåê íèêîãäà íå áûë òàê ñèë¸í, êàê åãî èäåè,
è ÷òî èäåè - ýòî ïðàâèòåëüñòâà, îáåðíóâøèåñÿ ëþäüìè;
è âîò ýòî íà÷àëîñü íà êóøåòêå ñ ïðîëèòûì ìàðòèíè
è çàêîí÷èëîñü â ñïàëüíå: ñòðàñòü, ðåâîëþöèÿ, âçäîð -
îêîí÷èëèñü,
è øòîðû òðåùàëè îò âåòðà, õëîïàëè, êàê ïóøêè,
ñâèñòåëè, êàê ñàáëè,
è 30 ñîáàê, 20 ÷åëîâåê íà 20-òè ëîøàäÿõ
ïðåñëåäîâàëè îäíó ëèñó
ïîïåð¸ê ïîëÿ, îñâåù¸ííîãî ñîëíöåì,
è ÿ ïîäíÿëñÿ ñ êðîâàòè è çåâíóë, è ïî÷åñàë æèâîò, çíàÿ,
÷òî ñêîðî, î÷åíü ñêîðî, ÿ áóäó ñíîâà ïüÿí, î÷åíü ïüÿí.

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â ïîèñêàõ ðàáîòû

ýòî áûë áàð â Ôèëàäåëüôèè,
è áàðìåí ñïðîñèë:
- ÷åãî?..
è ÿ ñêàçàë:
- íàëåé ìíå áî÷êîâîãî, Äæèì,
ìíå íàäî óñïîêîèòü íåðâû,
äóìàþ ïîäûñêàòü ñåáå ðàáîòó.
- òû?.. ðàáîòó?
- äà, Äæèì, ÿ âèäåë êîå-÷òî â ãàçåòå -
îïûò íåîáÿçàòåëåí.
è îí ñêàçàë:
- ÷¸ðò, íî òû âåäü íå õî÷åøü ðàáîòàòü.
è ÿ ñêàçàë:
- ÷¸ðò, íåò, íî ìíå íóæíû äåíüãè...
è ÿ äîïèë ïèâî,
è ñåë â àâòîáóñ, è ñëåäèë çà íîìåðàìè,
è âñêîðå íîìåðà ïðèáëèçèëèñü,
è âîò óæå - íóæíûé ìíå,
è ÿ ä¸ðíóë òðîñèê, è àâòîáóñ îñòàíîâèëñÿ,
è ÿ ñîø¸ë.
ýòî áûëî çäîðîâåííîå çäàíèå èç æåñòè,
è ñêîëüçÿùàÿ äâåðü çàñòðÿëà îò ãðÿçè,
ÿ ñäâèíóë å¸ è âîø¸ë âíóòðü,
è òóò íå áûëî ïîëà, à áûë òîò æå ãðóíò,
áóãðèñòûé, ñûðîé è çëîâîííûé,
è ñëûøåí áûë ñêðåæåò,
êàê áóäòî ÷òî-òî ðàñïèëèâàëè íàäâîå,
è ÷òî-òî ñâåðëèëè, è áûëî òåìíî,
è ëþäè ñíîâàëè íà ïåðåêëàäèíàõ ñâåðõó,
è ëþäè òîëêàëè âàãîíåòêè âíèçó,
è ëþäè ïðîèçâîäèëè ÷òî-òî ó ìàøèí,
è ñâåðêàëè ìîëíèè, è ðàçäàâàëñÿ ãðîì;
è âäðóã âîçíèê, ïîêà÷èâàÿñü, îãíåííûé êîâø,
îí ðåâåë è êëîêîòàë ïëàìåíåì,
îí ñâèñàë íà öåïè è ø¸ë ïðÿìî íà ìåíÿ,
è êòî-òî çàîðàë: "ýé, áåðåãèñü!",
è ÿ ïðèãíóëñÿ, ÷óÿ,
êàê æàð ïðîí¸ññÿ íàäî ìíîé,
è êòî-òî ñïðîñèë: "÷åãî òåáå?",
è ÿ ñêàçàë:
"ÃÄÅ ÒÓÒ ÁËÈÆÀÉØÈÉ ÑÎÐÒÈÐ?",
è ìíå ïîêàçàëè,
è ÿ çàø¸ë,
çàòåì âûøåë è óâèäåë ñèëóýòû ëþäåé,
ñíóþùèõ â îãíå è ãðîõîòå,
è ÿ íàïðàâèëñÿ ê äâåðè, âûøåë íà âîçäóõ,
ñåë â àâòîáóñ, âåðíóëñÿ â áàð
è çàêàçàë åù¸ îäíó êðóæêó,
è Äæèì ñïðîñèë:
- ÷òî ñëó÷èëîñü?
è ÿ îòâåòèë:
- ìåíÿ íå âçÿëè, Äæèì.
è òóò âîøëà ýòà ñàìàÿ ïðîñòèòóòêà è ñåëà,
è êàæäûé ïÿëèëñÿ íà íå¸,
îíà âûãëÿäåëà ðîñêîøíî, è ïîìíþ:
âïåðâûå â æèçíè ÿ ÷óòü íå âîçæåëàë
èìåòü âàãèíó è êëèòîð âìåñòî òîãî,
÷òî ó ìåíÿ èìååòñÿ, íî äíÿ ÷åðåç 2 èëè 3
ÿ ïðèø¸ë â ñåáÿ è ñòàë ñíîâà ÷èòàòü
ðàáî÷èå îáúÿâëåíèÿ.

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áåãñòâî Áîíàïàðòà

Ôðåä - òàê çâàëè åãî.
îí âñåãäà ñèäåë â êîíöå
ñòîéêè áàðà,
âîçëå äâåðåé,
è îí áûë òóò âñåãäà:
îò îòêðûòèÿ
äî çàêðûòèÿ.
îí áûë òóò äîëüøå,
÷åì áûë ÿ,
÷òî ãîâîðèò
î ìíîãîì.

îí íè ñ êåì
íå çàãîâàðèâàë.
îí ïðîñòî ñèäåë òóò
ñî ñâîèì ñòàêàíîì
ðàçëèâíîãî ïèâà.
îí ñìîòðåë ïðÿìî ïåðåä ñîáîé,
÷åðåç ñòîéêó áàðà,
íî íèêîãäà íå ñìîòðåë
ïî ñòîðîíàì.

è åù¸ îäíà âåùü.

îí âñòàâàë
âðåìÿ îò âðåìåíè
è íàïðàâëÿëñÿ
ê ìóçûêàëüíîìó àâòîìàòó
è âñåãäà âûáèðàë
îäíó è òó æå ïëàñòèíêó:
"Áåãñòâî Áîíàïàðòà".

îí ñòàâèë ýòó ïëàñòèíêó
âåñü äåíü è âåñü âå÷åð.

ýòî áûëà åãî ïåñíÿ,
áåññïîðíî.

îí íèêîãäà íå óñòàâàë
îò íå¸.

è, êîãäà áî÷êîâîå ïèâî
äåéñòâèòåëüíî ðàçáèðàëî åãî,
îí âñòàâàë è ñòàâèë
"Áåãñòâî Áîíàïàðòà"
6 èëè 7 ðàç
ïîäðÿä.

íèêòî íå çíàë, êòî îí
è íà êàêèå øèøè
îí æèë,
áûëî èçâåñòíî òîëüêî,
÷òî îí çàíèìàë êîìíàòó
â îòåëå íàïðîòèâ
è áûë ïåðâûì êëèåíòîì
â áàðå
åæåäíåâíî
ïîñëå îòêðûòèÿ.

ÿ ïîæàëîâàëñÿ Êëàéäó,
áàðìåíó:
- ïîñëóøàé, îí ñâîäèò íàñ
ñ óìà ýòîé ìóçûêîé.
âñå äðóãèå ïëàñòèíêè
ìåíÿþòñÿ,
íî "Áåãñòâî Áîíàïàðòà"
îñòà¸òñÿ.
÷òî ýòî çíà÷èò?

- ýòî åãî ïåñíÿ, -
ñêàçàë Êëàéä, -
ðàçâå ó òåáÿ íåò?

ïðåêðàñíî, ÿ ÿâèëñÿ îêîëî
÷àñó äíÿ,
è âñå çàâñåãäàòàè
áûëè òóò,
íî íå áûëî
Ôðåäà.

ÿ çàêàçàë âûïèâêó
è ñïðîñèë ãðîìêî:
- ýé, ãäå Ôðåä?

- Ôðåä óìåð, -
îòâåòèë Êëàéä.

ÿ ïîñìîòðåë â êîíåö
ñòîéêè.
ñîëíöå ïðîáèâàëîñü ñêâîçü
øòîðû,
íî íèêîãî íå áûëî
íà êðàéíåì
ñòóëå.

- òû øóòèøü, -
ñêàçàë ÿ, - Ôðåä, íàâåðíîå,
â ñîðòèðå èëè
åù¸ ãäå-íèáóäü.

- Ôðåä íå ïîÿâèëñÿ ñåãîäíÿ
óòðîì, - ñêàçàë Êëàéä, - òàê ÷òî
ÿ ñõîäèë â åãî
êîìíàòó â îòåëå,
è îí áûë òàì,
æ¸ñòêèé,
êàê ñèãàðíûé ÿùèê.

âñå óìîëêëè.
ýòè ïàðíè è ïðåæäå
íèêîãäà íå ãîâîðèëè
ìíîãî.

- äà, - ñêàçàë ÿ, -
ïî êðàéíåé ìåðå
ìû íå äîëæíû áîëüøå ñëóøàòü
"Áåãñòâî Áîíàïàðòà".

âñå ïðîìîë÷àëè.

- ýòà ïëàñòèíêà
åù¸ òàì? -
ñïðîñèë ÿ.

- äà, - îòâåòèë
Êëàéä.

- õîðîøî,
ÿ õî÷ó ïîñòàâèòü å¸
åù¸ îäèí ðàç.

ÿ ïîäíÿëñÿ.

- ïîãîäè, -
ñêàçàë Êëàéä.

îí îáîø¸ë ñòîéêó áàðà
è íàïðàâèëñÿ
ê àâòîìàòó.

â ðóêå îí äåðæàë
ìàëåíüêèé êëþ÷.
îí ïîâåðíóë êëþ÷
è îòêðûë äâåðöó.

îí äîòÿíóëñÿ
è âûòàùèë
ïëàñòèíêó.

çàòåì îí óäàðèë
ïëàñòèíêó î êîëåíî
è ñëîìàë å¸.

- ýòî áûëà åãî ïåñíÿ, -
ñêàçàë Êëàéä.

îí çàêðûë àâòîìàò,
óí¸ñ ñëîìàííóþ
ïëàñòèíêó çà ñòîéêó
è âûáðîñèë.

áàð íàçûâàëñÿ
"Äæóýëñ".
îí áûë íà óãëó
Êðåíøîó è
Àäàìñ -
è åãî íåò
áîëüøå
òàì.

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òðàãåäèÿ ëèñòüåâ

ÿ ïðîñíóëñÿ îò æàæäû, è âàçîíû áûëè ìåðòâû,
âàçîíû áûëè æåëòû, êàê êóêóðóçà;
ìîÿ æåíùèíà óøëà,
è ïóñòûå áóòûëêè, ñëîâíî áåñêðîâíûå òðóïû,
îêðóæàëè ìåíÿ ñ èõ áåñïîëåçíîñòüþ;
ñîëíöå åù¸ ñâåòèëî, ìåæ òåì,
è çàïèñêà êâàðòèðíîé õîçÿéêè õðóñòíóëà è
ðàñïàëàñü, êàê æ¸ëòûé ëèñò;
÷òî áûëî íóæíî ñåé÷àñ -
ýòî èñêóñíûé êîìåäèàíò ñòàðèííîãî ñòèëÿ, øóò,
êîòîðûé ñìå¸òñÿ íàä áîëüþ, èáî áîëü àáñóðäíà,
ïîñêîëüêó ñóùåñòâóåò, íå áîëåå òîãî;
ÿ îñòîðîæíî ïîáðèëñÿ òóïîþ áðèòâîþ,
÷åëîâåê, êîòîðûé îäíàæäû áûë ìîëîäûì
è ïî ñëóõàì - ãåíèåì, íî
ýòî òðàãåäèÿ ëèñòüåâ:
ì¸ðòâûé ïàïîðîòíèê, ì¸ðòâûå öâåòû;
è ÿ âñòóïèë â ò¸ìíóþ ïðèõîæóþ,
ãäå ñòîÿëà õîçÿéêà êâàðòèðû,
ïîëíàÿ ìåñòè è íåíàâèñòè,
îñûïàÿ ìåíÿ ïðîêëÿòèÿìè,
ðàçìàõèâàÿ ñâîèìè òîëñòûìè, ïîòíûìè ðóêàìè
è âîïèÿ,
âîïèÿ î êâàðòèðíîé ïëàòå,
ïîòîìó ÷òî ìèð èçìåíèë íàì
îáîèì.

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ïðèäóðêè è äåáèëû âñåãäà ëþáèëè ìåíÿ

è â ìëàäøèõ êëàññàõ,
è â ñòàðøèõ,
è â êîëëåäæå;
îòâåðæåííûå
âñåãäà òÿíóëèñü êî ìíå:
îäíîðóêèå,
ýïèëåïòèêè,
ñ áåëüìîì íà ãëàçó,
óðîäöû,
òðóñû,
ìèçàíòðîïû,
óáèéöû
è âîðû;
âñåãäà:
è â ðàáîòå,
è â áåçäåëüå,
ÿ ïðèòÿãèâàþ îòâåðæåííûõ;
îíè òóò æå íàõîäÿò ìåíÿ
è - ïðèëèïàþò;
âîò è ýòîò ñðàçó
îòûñêàë ìåíÿ;
îí òîëêàåò âîêðóã
òåëåæêó, ïîëíóþ äðÿíè:
ìÿòûå æåñòÿíêè,
øíóðêè äëÿ áîòèíîê,
ïóñòûå ïàêåòû,
ìîëî÷íûå êàðòîíêè,
ñòàðûå ãàçåòû,
îãðûçêè êàðàíäàøåé...
"ýé, ïðèÿòåëü, êàê äåëà?.."
ÿ îñòàíàâëèâàþñü,
è ìû òîëêóåì ñ ìèíóòó;
çàòåì ÿ ïðîùàþñü,
íî îí ñëåäóåò çà ìíîé
ìèìî ïèâíûõ,
ìèìî áîðäåëåé...
"äåðæè ìåíÿ â êóðñå, äðóã!
äåðæè ìåíÿ â êóðñå...
ÿ äîëæåí çíàòü,
÷òî òâîðèòñÿ âîêðóã";
ýòî - íîâåíüêèé;
íèêîãäà íå âèäåë,
÷òîáû îí çàãîâàðèâàë
ñ äðóãèìè;
òåëåæêà ãðåìèò íà óõàáå,
è ÷òî-òî êàòèòñÿ âíèç;
ïîêà îí ïîäáèðàåò,
ÿ çàñêàêèâàþ â äâåðü
çåë¸íîãî îòåëÿ íà óãëó,
ïåðåñåêàþ õîëë,
âûõîæó ÷åðåç çàäíþþ äâåðü,
è òóò:
ñ àáñîëþòíûì áëàæåíñòâîì
îïðàâëÿåòñÿ êîøêà
è - óõìûëÿåòñÿ.

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ñóùåñòâîâàíèå

òàê âîò: ÿ ïðîñòî ñïàë
è ïðîñíóëñÿ èç-çà ìóõè íà ìî¸ì ëîêòå,
è ÿ íàçâàë ìóõó - Áåííè
çàòåì ïðèõëîïíóë å¸;
è ÿ ïîäíÿëñÿ è çàãëÿíóë
â ïî÷òîâûé ÿùèê,
è òàì áûëî êàêîå-òî ïðåäóïðåæäåíèå
îò âëàñòåé,
íî òàê êàê íèêòî íå ñòîÿë â êóñòàõ
ñî øòûêîì,
ÿ ðàçîðâàë åãî
è âåðíóëñÿ â êðîâàòü, è ïîñìîòðåë íà ïîòîëîê,
è ïîäóìàë - ïðèÿòíî ïîâàëÿòüñÿ,
ïîëåæó òàê åù¸ ìèíóò äåñÿòü,
è ÿ ïðîëåæàë åù¸ è äðóãèå äåñÿòü,
è ÿ ïîäóìàë -
ýòî íå èìååò ñìûñëà, ó ìåíÿ ñòîëüêî
äåë, íî ïîë÷àñà åù¸
ìîæíî ïîëåæàòü;
è ÿ òÿíóëñÿ,
òÿíóëñÿ
è ñìîòðåë íà ñîëíöå
ñêâîçü ìåëêèå ëèñòüÿ äåðåâüåâ
âî äâîðå, è ó ìåíÿ íå áûëî
íèêàêèõ óäèâèòåëüíûõ ìûñëåé,
íèêàêèõ áåññìåðòíûõ ìûñëåé,
è ýòî áûëî ëó÷øèì èç âñåãî;
è ñäåëàëîñü íåìíîãî æàðêî,
è ÿ îòáðîñèë îäåÿëî è óñíóë -
íî òóò ýòîò êîøìàðíûé ñîí:
ÿ ñíîâà - â ïîåçäå,
â ýòîì 5-òè÷àñîâîì òóäà-è-îáðàòíî ïîåçäå,
ñèäÿ ó îêíà,
ìèíóÿ òîò æå õìóðûé îêåàí, Êèòàé âäàëåêå
ñ õàðàêòåðíîé îòãîëîñèöåé â ãëóáèíå ìîåãî
ìîçãà, è çàòåì êòî-òî ïîäñåë êî ìíå
è çàãîâîðèë î ëîøàäÿõ -
äóðìàíÿùèé ðàçãîâîð,
êîòîðûé ðàçðûâàë ìíå äóøó íà ÷àñòè,
è çàòåì ÿ ñíîâà áûë òàì:
ëîøàäè íåñëèñü, êàê íà ýêðàíå,
è æîêåè ñ î÷åíü áëåäíûìè ëèöàìè,
è íå èìåëî çíà÷åíèÿ, êòî â êîíöå ïîáåäèò,
è êàæäûé çíàë ýòî,
ñêà÷êè âî ñíå íàïîìèíàëè
ñêà÷êè íàÿâó:
ò¸ìíàÿ íî÷ü íàâàëèëàñü ãðóçîì,
òå æå ãîðû ñòîÿëè â ñìóùåíèè,
ìîðå ñíîâà è ñíîâà,
ïîåçä ëåòåë, êàê ñòðåëà ÷åðåç èãîëüíîå óøêî;
è ÿ äîëæåí áûë âñòàòü è ïîéòè ïîìî÷èòüñÿ,
è ìíå áûëî ïðîòèâíî ïîéòè ïîìî÷èòüñÿ,
èáî êòî-òî çàáèë óíèòàç áóìàãîé,
êàêîé-òî ëóçåð çàáèë óíèòàç áóìàãîé ñíîâà,
è îí íå ñëèâàëñÿ; è, êîãäà ÿ âåðíóëñÿ,
èì íè÷åãî íå îñòàâàëîñü, êàê ñìîòðåòü
ìíå â ëèöî,
è ÿ òàêîé óñòàëûé,
÷òî îíè ïîéìóò, ãëÿäÿ â ëèöî ìíå,
÷òî ÿ íåíàâèæó
èõ,
è òîãäà îíè âîçíåíàâèäÿò ìåíÿ
è çàõîòÿò
óáèòü,
íî íå óáüþò.

ÿ ïðîñíóëñÿ, íî òàê êàê íèêòî
íå ñòîÿë íàä ìîåé êðîâàòüþ,
÷òîáû ñêàçàòü ìíå,
÷òî ÿ âåäó ñåáÿ ïëîõî,
ÿ ïîñïàë åù¸
íåìíîãî.

â ýòîò ðàç, êîãäà ÿ ïðîñíóëñÿ,
áûë ïî÷òè âå÷åð,
ëþäè âîçâðàùàëèñü ñ ðàáîòû.
ÿ âñòàë è ñåë íà ñòóë, è ñìîòðåë,
êàê îíè áðåëè. îíè íå âûãëÿäåëè áîäðî.
äàæå þíûå äåâóøêè íå âûãëÿäåëè òàê áîäðî,
êàê óòðîì.
è ìóæèêè âîøëè: ïàëà÷è, óáèéöû, âîðû, æóëèêè -
âñÿ áàíäà, è èõ ðîæè áûëè óæàñíåé
õýëëîóèíñêèõ ìàñîê, êîãäà-ëèáî ïðèäóìàííûõ.

ÿ çàìåòèë ñèíåãî ïàóêà â óãëó è ïðèêîí÷èë åãî ìåòëîé.

ÿ ñëåäèë çà ëþäüìè åù¸ íåìíîãî, è âñêîðå óñòàë
è ïåðåñòàë ãëÿäåòü,
è çàæàðèë ñåáå ïàðó ÿèö, ñåë è ïîóæèíàë ñ õëåáîì è ÷àåì.

ÿ ÷óâñòâîâàë ñåáÿ ïðåêðàñíî.

çàòåì ÿ ïðèíÿë âàííó è âåðíóëñÿ â êðîâàòü.

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ïîýòè÷åñêèå ÷òåíèÿ

ïîýòè÷åñêèå ÷òåíèÿ, äîëæíî áûòü, ñàìûå ãðóñòíûå,
ñàìûå ñóåòíûå ñîáûòèÿ èç âñåõ âîçìîæíûõ:
ñáîðèùå çàãîâîðùèêîâ è çàãîâîðùèö,
íåäåëÿ çà íåäåëåé, ìåñÿö çà ìåñÿöåì,
ãîä çà ãîäîì,
ñòàðåþùèõ âìåñòå,
÷èòàþùèõ ïåðåä ìàëî÷èñëåííîé ïóáëèêîé,
âñ¸ åù¸ íàäåÿñü, ÷òî ãåíèé èõ áóäåò
îòêðûò,
äèêòóþùèõ íà ëåíòó âìåñòå,
íà äèñêè - âìåñòå,
ïîòåþùèõ ðàäè àïëîäèñìåíòîâ;
îíè ÷èòàþò, â ñóùíîñòè, äðóã äëÿ äðóãà è
äðóã äðóãó,
îíè íå â ñèëàõ íàéòè èçäàòåëÿ â Íüþ-Éîðêå
èëè
â îêðåñòíîñòÿõ,
íî ïðîäîëæàþò ÷èòàòü è ÷èòàòü
â ïîýòè÷åñêèõ äûðàõ Àìåðèêè,
íèêîãäà íå ñìóùàÿñü,
íèêîãäà íå äîïóñêàÿ, ÷òî
èõ òàëàíò ñëèøêîì ìåëîê,
ïî÷òè íåâèäèì;
îíè äåêëàìèðóþò âíîâü è âíîâü
ñâîèì ñ¸ñòðàì, áðàòüÿì, æ¸íàì, ìóæüÿì,
ñâîèì äðóçüÿì, îñòàëüíûì ïîýòàì
è êó÷êå èäèîòîâ, çàáðåäøèõ
â çàë
èç íèîòêóäà.

ìíå ñòûäíî çà íèõ,
ìíå ñòûäíî, ÷òî îíè äîëæíû çàâîäèòü äðóã äðóãà,
ìíå ñòûäíî çà èõ ëåïå÷óùèé ýãîöåíòðèçì,
çà èõ áåçâîëèå.

åñëè ýòî íàøè òâîðöû,
ïîæàëóéñòà, ïîæàëóéñòà, äàéòå óâèäåòü ÷òî-íèáóäü äðóãîå:

ïüÿíîãî ñàíòåõíèêà, ñáèâàþùåãî êåãëè,
íåäîðîñëÿ, ñäàþùåãî ýêçàìåí â ÷åòâ¸ðòûé ðàç,
æîêåÿ, âåäóùåãî êîíÿ âäîëü áàðüåðà,
áàðìåíà, çàêðûâàþùåãî íî÷íîé áàð,
îôèöèàíòêó, ïîäàþùóþ ìíå êîôå,
ïüÿíèöó, óñíóâøåãî â ïóñòûííîì ïðîõîäå,
ñîáàêó, ãëîæóùóþ ñóõóþ êîñòü,
ñëîíà, ïóêíóâøåãî ïîä êóïîëîì öèðêà,
àâòîàâàðèþ íà ôðèâåå â ÷àñ ïèê,
ïî÷òàëüîíà, îòïóñêàþùåãî ïîøëûå øóòêè -

âñ¸ ÷òî óãîäíî,
âñ¸ ÷òî óãîäíî,
òîëüêî
íå ýòî.

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âîçäóõ è ñâåò, âðåìÿ è ïðîñòðàíñòâî

òû çíàåøü, ÿ áûë îáðåìåí¸í ñåìü¸é è ðàáîòîé, âñåãäà
÷òî-òî áûëî íà ìî¸ì
ïóòè,
íî ñåé÷àñ
ÿ ïðîäàë äîì è íàø¸ë ýòî
ìåñòî: áîëüøàÿ ñòóäèÿ, òû äîëæåí óâèäåòü ýòîò
ñâåò è ïðîñòðàíñòâî.
âïåðâûå â ìîåé æèçíè ó ìåíÿ áóäåò ìåñòî è âðåìÿ,
÷òîáû òâîðèòü.

íåò, ìèëîê, åñëè òû ñïîñîáåí òâîðèòü,
òû áóäåøü òâîðèòü äàæå, ðàáîòàÿ
16 ÷àñîâ â äåíü íà óãîëüíîé øàõòå
èëè
þòÿñü â êðîõîòíîé êîìíàòå ñ òðåìÿ äåòüìè
è æèâÿ íà
ïîñîáèå,
òû áóäåøü òâîðèòü ÷àñòüþ ñâîåãî ñîçíàíèÿ è
ñ îòîðâàííûìè
êîíå÷íîñòÿìè,
òû áóäåøü òâîðèòü ñëåïûì,
èñêàëå÷åííûì,
ñóìàñøåäøèì,
òû áóäåøü òâîðèòü ñ êîøêîé, âöåïèâøåéñÿ â òâîþ
ñïèíó, ïîêà
âåñü ãîðîä ñîäðîãàåòñÿ îò çåìëåòðÿñåíèÿ, áîìáàðäèðîâêè,
íàâîäíåíèÿ èëè ïîæàðà.

ìèëîê, âîçäóõ è ñâåò, âðåìÿ è ïðîñòðàíñòâî
òóò íè ïðè ÷¸ì,
è íè÷åãî íå ñîòâîðÿò,
êðîìå, áûòü ìîæåò, äîëãîé æèçíè
äëÿ ïîèñêîâ
íîâûõ îïðàâäàíèé.

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Êðóö

ÿ áûë â Ìàíãåéìå, êîãäà ìîé àãåíò ïîçâîíèë
ìíå â îòåëü è ñêàçàë, ÷òî Êðóö ïðèãëàøàåò
íà óæèí âñþ áàíäó, è ÿ îòâåòèë
ìîåìó àãåíòó - î.ê.
ÿ ïîäóìàë, ÷òî ýòî î÷åíü ìèëî ñî ñòîðîíû Êðóöà,
èáî ýòî áûëà íåìàëàÿ áàíäà: ìîé àãåíò,
ìîÿ ïîäðóãà, ôðàíöóçñêèé êèíîïðîäþñåð è åãî
ïîäðóãà, à òàêæå
3 èëè 4 äðóãèõ ëþäåé, òîð÷àâøèõ âîêðóã,
áûòü ìîæåò, áîëüøå ÷åì 3 èëè 4.

ñëåäóþùèì âå÷åðîì ÿ íàø¸ë ñåáÿ â îäíîì èç ñàìûõ
äîðîãèõ ðåñòîðàíîâ ãîðîäà, çà áîëüøèì
çàðåçåðâèðîâàííûì ñòîëîì, ñ îáåð-êåëüíåðîì
è 2 èëè 3 äîáàâî÷íûìè îôèöèàíòàìè.

Êðóö áûë ñî ñâîåé ïîäðóãîé, è ìû
âûïèâàëè è çàêóñûâàëè, êîãäà êòî-òî çàìåòèë,
÷òî, íåñìîòðÿ íà ìîëîäîñòü, Êðóö óæå -
âåäóùèé èçäàòåëü Ãåðìàíèè.
Êðóö ëèøü óëûáíóëñÿ èç-çà ñâîåé
ñèãàðû.

Êðóö îïóáëèêîâàë ìåíÿ.
ÿ óëûáíóëñÿ èç-çà ñâîåé
ñèãàðåòû.

ìîé àãåíò áûë òóò ñî ñâîåé æåíîé; ÿ íå ïîìíþ,
ñêîëüêî âñåãî ÷åëîâåê áûëî çà ñòîëîì, íàâåðíîå,
12, è ÿ ïîäóìàë, êàêîé ñëàâíûé ïàðåíü ýòîò
Êðóö íå òîëüêî çà òî, ÷òî ïóáëèêóåò ìåíÿ,
íî è çà òî, ÷òî ïîèò è êîðìèò âñåõ ýòèõ ëþäåé.

êàæäûé çàêàçûâàë, ïèë è æäàë;
áëþäà ïîñòóïàëè ìåäëåííî,
è áóòûëêè ñ âèíîì îñóøàëèñü, è íîâûå ïîäàâàëèñü
ýòèìè ïðèâåòëèâî óëûáàþùèìèñÿ îôèöèàíòàìè, è ìû

âñå ñìåÿëèñü, è áîëòàëè, è êóðèëè, è âûïèâàëè,
è âîò ïðèíåñëè êóøàíüÿ - òàêîå âîëøåáñòâî:
ëÿãóøà÷üè ëàïêè, êëåøíè êðàáîâ,
îòáèâíûå òàêèå íåæíûå,
÷òî èõ ìîæíî áûëî ðàçäåëèòü âèëêîé;
è îìàðû, âñÿêèå íåâèäàííûå áëþäà,
çåëåíü, ñëèâêè è ñîóñû, ìàñëèíû, ñîëåíèÿ,
âîñõèòèòåëüíûå òîíêèå êóøàíüÿ;
è ò¸ïëûé õëåá òàêîé ïóøèñòûé,
÷òî ìàñëî ïðîñà÷èâàëîñü íàñêâîçü;
ýòî áûëà êîðîëåâñêàÿ åäà,
åäà çà ïðåäåëàìè íàøåãî âîîáðàæåíèÿ,
è ìû åëè è ïèëè è, íàêîíåö, íàñûòèëèñü,
çàòåì âûïèëè åù¸,
è, êîãäà íå ñòàëî íàìè ïðåäïî÷èòàåìîãî
âèíà, ìû çàêàçàëè äðóãîå, è çàòåì
ñòàëî ñòàíîâèòüñÿ ïîçäíî, äîâîëüíî ïîçäíî,
è îôèöèàíòû âñ¸ ìåäëåííåå è ìåäëåííåå
ïðèíîñèëè áóòûëêè, è îíè áîëüøå íå óëûáàëèñü,
è âñêîðå ìû ïåðåñòàëè ñìåÿòüñÿ
è òîëüêî ðàçãîâàðèâàëè, è çàòåì
áóòûëêè ïåðåñòàëè ïîñòóïàòü;
ïîäîø¸ë îáåð-êåëüíåð è ïîñòàâèë
áîëüøîå ñåðåáðÿíîå áëþäî ñî ñ÷¸òîì
ïîñðåäèíå ñòîëà,
è îíî ïîêîèëîñü òàì,
è îôèöèàíòû âûñòðîèëèñü è æäàëè,
è ìû òîæå æäàëè.

ñ÷¸ò áûë âáëèçè Êðóöà, è ìû âñå ñìîòðåëè
íà Êðóöà, íî îí íè ê ÷åìó íå ïîòÿíóëñÿ,
êðîìå êàê ê ñâîåìó ïèäæàêó, èç êîòîðîãî èç-
âë¸ê áîëüøóþ è äîðîãóþ ñèãàðó...
îí ïîäí¸ñ ñèãàðó êî ðòó è ñòàë íå ñïåøà
îáëèçûâàòü, âåðòåòü è îáëèçûâàòü, çàòåì
ïîÿâèëàñü çàæèãàëêà, îí âñòàâèë ñèãàðó â ðîò,
ïðèêóðèë è ñ óäîâîëüñòâèåì çàòÿíóëñÿ,
ìåäëåííî âûïóñêàÿ êðàñèâóþ ñòðóþ ãîëóáîâàòîãî
àðîìàòè÷åñêîãî äûìà...

çàòåì ñòàë æäàòü.

ñèãíàë áûë î÷åâèäíûì
ïî÷òè äëÿ êàæäîãî.

ÿ âçãëÿíóë íà ìîåãî àãåíòà,
íî îí áûë íåâîñïðèèì÷èâ ê òðàãåäèè,
îí óëûáàëñÿ è ñ êåì-òî áåñåäîâàë.

ó ìåíÿ íå áûëî äåíåã,
è ÿ îãëÿäåëñÿ âîêðóã ñòîëà:
ýòî áûëà íåâåðîÿòíàÿ ñöåíà, è ìîÿ ïîäðóãà
òêíóëà ìåíÿ ëîêòåì â áîê, ïðîøåïòàâ:
"÷òî òóò, ÷¸ðò, ïðîèñõîäèò?"

Êðóö óäîáíåå ðàçâàëèëñÿ íà ñòóëå, çàòÿíóëñÿ,
âûïóñòèë åù¸ îäíó òîìèòåëüíóþ ñòðóþ ãîëóáîãî äûìà.
è òîãäà îôèöèàíòû âíåçàïíî âûñòóïèëè âïåð¸ä:
óíåñëè âñå òàðåëêè, âñå áóòûëêè, îñòàâèâ òîëüêî
íàøè ïóñòûå áîêàëû è íàøè ïåïåëüíèöû.
ìû âñå òàì ñèäåëè, è îôèöèàíòû æäàëè, è
îáåð-êåëüíåð æäàë, è áîëüøå íå áûëî ñìåõà,
íå áûëî ðàçãîâîðîâ (ïðàâäà, ìîé àãåíò âñ¸ åù¸
áûë çàíÿò áåñåäîé è êîìó-òî óëûáàëñÿ).
ýòî áûëà àãîíèÿ, ýòî áûëà ãàäêàÿ, ãàäêàÿ àãîíèÿ,
ìåæäó òåì êàê Êðóö ïðîäîëæàë êóðèòü...

â êîíöå êîíöîâ, ôðàíöóçñêèé ðåæèññ¸ð ñïàñ íàñ âñåõ,
îí ïîìàõàë ñâîåé êðåäèòíîé êàðòî÷êîé,
è îáåð-êåëüíåð ïðèáëèçèëñÿ
äëÿ âûñòðåëà...

***
ìû ñìîãëè òîãäà ïîêèíóòü ðåñòîðàí
è âñòðåòèëèñü ïîçæå íà ñòîÿíêå àâòîìîáèëåé,
ãäå Êðóö ïðèêóðèë ñâåæóþ ñèãàðó,
è åãî ïîäðóãà âðó÷èëà íàì êîðçèíó ÿáëîê
èç ñîáñòâåííîãî èõ ñàäà,
çà êîòîðûå
ÿ ïîáëàãîäàðèë...

***
âåðíóâøèñü â îòåëü,
ìû ñ ïîäðóãîé
ñúåëè ïî ÿáëîêó,
è îíà ñêàçàëà:
"ýòî âêóñíûå ÿáëîêè, ýòè íåìåöêèå ÿáëîêè..."
è ÿ ñêàçàë:
"äà, îíè âêóñíûå".

è êîãäà îíà îòïðàâèëàñü â âàííóþ,
ÿ âçÿë ñâîþ âûïèâêó è êîðçèíó ÿáëîê
è âûøåë íà áàëêîí...
ìû áûëè íà âåðõíåì ýòàæå,
è ÿ øâûðÿë ÿáëîêè
îäíî çà äðóãèì
â íî÷ü,
íà óëèöó,
â ñòîðîíó ïàðêà,
è, ñõâàòèâ ïîñëåäíåå ÿáëîêî,
ÿ çàïóñòèë èì òàê, ÷òî
÷óòü ñàì íå ñâàëèëñÿ
÷åðåç êðàé,
íî, ðàçóìååòñÿ, ÿ óäåðæàëñÿ,
è ÿ ïîâåðíóëñÿ è âîçâðàòèëñÿ
âíóòðü,
÷óâñòâóÿ ñåáÿ ëó÷øå,
íî íå íàìíîãî
ëó÷øå.

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êëàññè÷åñêîå

íàøà ïðåïîäàâàòåëüíèöà àíãëèéñêîãî â ñðåäíåé øêîëå
ìèññèñ Ãðåäèñ íå ñàäèëàñü çà ñòîë, êàê îáû÷íî,
å¸ ñòîë áûë ïóñò, è îíà óñàæèâàëàñü íà íåãî
ïåðåä íàìè
è âûñîêî çàêèäûâàëà íîãó çà íîãó, è
ìû âèäåëè ýòè äëèííûå ø¸ëêîâèñòûå
íîãè, ýòè âîëøåáíûå á¸äðà,
ýòó ñèÿþùóþ ò¸ïëóþ ïëîòü, ïîêà
îíà èãðàëà ëîäûæêàìè è ïå -
ðåáðàñûâàëà íîãó çà íîãó â ýòèõ
÷¸ðíûõ òóôëÿõ ñ âûñîêèìè êàáëóêàìè è
ãîâîðèëà î Ãîòîðíå è î
Ìåëâèëëå, è î Ïî, è î äðóãèõ.
ìû, ìàëü÷èøêè, íå âîñïðèíèìàëè íè ñëîâà,
íî àíãëèéñêèé áûë íàøèì ëþáèìûì
ïðåäìåòîì, è ìû íèêîãäà íå îòçûâàëèñü
ïëîõî î ìèññèñ Ãðåäèñ, ìû íèêîãäà äàæå
íå ñïëåòíè÷àëè î íåé,
ìû ïðîñòî ñèäåëè â ýòîì êëàññå è ñìîòðåëè
íà ìèññèñ Ãðåäèñ;
è ìû çíàëè, ÷òî íàøè ìàòåðè íå òàêèå,
÷òî íàøè îäíîêëàññíèöû
íå òàêèå,
äàæå æåíùèíû, êîòîðûå
ïðîõîäèëè ïî óëèöå, íå òàêèå.
íèêòî íå áûë ïîõîæ íà ìèññèñ Ãðåäèñ,
è ìèññèñ Ãðåäèñ çíàëà îá ýòîì òîæå,
ñèäÿ íàïðîòèâ íàñ, íà êëàññíîì ñòîëå,
âîçâûøàÿñü íàä äâàäöàòüþ 14-òè -
ëåòíèìè ïîäðîñòêàìè, êîòîðûå
ïðîíåñóò ïàìÿòü î íåé
÷åðåç âîéíû è ìíîãèå ãîäû,
ïàìÿòü î òàêîé ëåäè,
íàáëþäàâøåé íàñ, ïîêà îíà ïîâåñòâîâàëà,
íàáëþäàâøåé íàñ, ãëàçåþùèõ íà íå¸;
ñî ñìåøèíêîé â ãëàçàõ,
óëûáàÿñü íàì,
ïåðåáðàñûâàÿ íîãó çà íîãó
ñíîâà è ñíîâà;
þáêà ñêîëüçèò, äåëèêàòíî
ïîäíèìàÿñü âûøå è âûøå,
è îíà ãîâîðèò î Ãîòîðíå è î
Ïî, è î Ìåëâèëëå, è î äðóãèõ,
ïîêà íå ðàçäà¸òñÿ çâîíîê,
çíàìåíóÿ êîíåö óðîêà,
ñàìîãî áûñòðîãî óðîêà øêîëüíîãî äíÿ.
ñïàñèáî âàì, ìèññèñ Ãðåäèñ,
çà âàøå äèâíîå
ïðåïîäàâàíèå, âû ñäåëàëè íàøó ó÷¸áó
áîëåå ÷åì ë¸ãêîé,
ñïàñèáî, ìèññèñ
Ãðåäèñ, ñïàñèáî.

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ïîñëåäíåå ïîêîëåíèå

áûëî ìíîãî ëåã÷å áûòü ãåíèåì â äâàäöàòûõ, ñóùåñòâîâàëî
òîëüêî 3 èëè 4 ëèòåðàòóðíûõ æóðíàëà è, åñëè òû ïîïàäàë â íèõ
4 èëè 5 ðàç, òî âïîëíå ìîã î÷óòèòüñÿ â ñàëîíå Ãåðòû,
âîçìîæíî, âñòðåòèòüñÿ ñ Ïèêàññî çà ñòàêàíîì âèíà èëè,
áûòü ìîæåò, òîëüêî - ñ Ìèðî.

è, êîíå÷íî, åñëè òû ïîñûëàë ñâîþ âåùü èç Ïàðèæà,
øàíñû íà ïóáëèêàöèþ ñòàíîâèëèñü ãîðàçäî ëó÷øå.
áîëüøèíñòâî ïèñàòåëåé ñòàâèëè ïîä ðóêîïèñüþ
ñëîâî "Ïàðèæ" è äàòó.

è ïîä ýãèäîé áûëà âîçìîæíîñòü
ïèñàòü, åñòü, ïèòü, åçäèòü â Èòàëèþ è èíîãäà
â Ãðåöèþ.
áûëî ïðèÿòíî ôîòîãðàôèðîâàòüñÿ ñ äðóãèìè, ïîäîáíûìè òåáå,
áûëî ïðèÿòíî âûãëÿäåòü îïðÿòíûì, ñòðîéíûì è çàãàäî÷íûì.
ôîòî, ñíÿòûå íà ïëÿæå, áûëè îñáåííî õîðîøè.

è äà, òû ìîã ïåðåïèñûâàòüñÿ ñ 15-òüþ èëè 20-òüþ
äðóãèìè,
ñïëåòíè÷àÿ î òîì è î ñ¸ì.

òû ìîã ïîëó÷èòü ïèñüìî îò Ýçðû èëè îò Õýìà; Ýçðà ëþáèë
íàñòàâëÿòü, à Õýì ëþáèë îòòà÷èâàòü ñâîé ñòèëü
íà ïèñüìàõ, êîãäà íå ïèñàëîñü äðóãîå.

ýòî áûëà çíàòíàÿ, ðîìàíòè÷åñêàÿ èãðà, ïîëíàÿ áóéíûõ
îòêðûòèé.

íûíå

íûíå òàêîå ìíîæåñòâî íàñ, ñîòíè ëèòåðàòóðíûõ æóðíàëîâ,
ñîòíè ãàçåò, òûñÿ÷è íàèìåíîâàíèé.

êòî ñìîæåò âûáðàòüñÿ èç ýòîé íàâîçíîé êó÷è?
íå ñòîèò è ñïðàøèâàòü.

ÿ îãëÿäûâàþñü íàçàä, ÿ ÷èòàþ êíèãè î æèçíè þíîøåé
è äåâóøåê - äâàäöàòûõ.

åñëè îíè áûëè Ïîòåðÿííûì ïîêîëåíèåì, êàê áû âû
íàçâàëè íàñ, ñèäÿùèõ çäåñü, ìåæäó áîåãîëîâêàìè,
çà íàøèìè ýëåêòðîïèøóùèìè ìàøèíêàìè?

Ïîñëåäíåå ïîêîëåíèå?

ëó÷øå áûòü Ïîòåðÿííûì, ÷åì Ïîñëåäíèì,
íî ÷èòàÿ ýòè êíèãè î íèõ,
ÿ èñïûòûâàþ íåæíîñòü è âåëèêîäóøèå.

ñóèöèä Ãàððè Êðîñáè* â íîìåðå îòåëÿ
è åãî øëþõè
òàê æå ðåàëåí äëÿ ìåíÿ, êàê êðàí, êîòîðûé êàïàåò ñåé÷àñ
â ìîåé âàííîé.

ÿ ëþáëþ ÷èòàòü î íèõ: Äæîéñ, ñëåïîé è
êðàäóùèéñÿ îò áóêèíèñòà ê áóêèíèñòó, êàê òàðàíòóë.
Äîñ Ïàññîñ ñ åãî ïîäøèâêàìè ãàçåò è ðîçîâîé ëåíòîé â
ïå÷àòíîé ìàøèíêå.
Ä. Ã. Ëîóðåíñ, ïîõîòëèâûé è ðàçäðàæ¸ííûé,
Õ. Ä., äîñòàòî÷íî ëîâêàÿ, ÷òîáû èñïîëüçîâàòü
èíèöèàëû, êîòîðûå âûãëÿäÿò áîëåå ëèòåðàòóðíî, ÷åì
Õèëüäà Äóëèòë.

Ä. Á. Øîó, äàâíî óïðî÷èâøèéñÿ êàê ðåñïåêòàáåëüíûé è
òâåðäîëîáûé ðîÿëèñò, ïëîòü è ìîçã îáðàùàþòñÿ â ìðàìîð.
Çàíóäà.

Õàêñëè, ïðîãóëèâàÿ ñâîé ìîçã ñ ïðåâåëèêèì óäîâîëüñòâèåì,
äîêàçûâàÿ Ëîóðåíñó, ÷òî íå â æèâîòå è íå â ÿéöàõ îáèòàåò
ñëàâà, à â - ÷åðåïå.

è ýòîò ïðîâèíöèàë Ñèíêëåð Ëüþèñ, âûõîäÿùèé íà ñöåíó.

ìåæäó òåì,
ðåâîëþöèÿ ïîáåäèëà, ðóññêèå îáðåëè ñâîáîäó è -
óìèðàþò.
Ãîðüêèé, íå çíàÿ, çà ÷òî áîðîòüñÿ,
â ïîèñêàõ ñëîâ, âîñõâàëÿþùèõ âëàñòü.
ìíîãèå äðóãèå, ñëîìëåííûå ïîáåäîé.

íûíå

íûíå òàêîå ìíîæåñòâî íàñ,
íî ìû äîëæíû áûòü áëàãîäàðíû, èáî, åñëè â áëèæàéøèå
ñòî ëåò ìèð íå áóäåò ðàçðóøåí, ïîäóìàéòå, ñêîëüêî
âñåãî èç ýòîãî ñîõðàíèòñÿ:
íåèçâåñòíî ðåàëüíî, êòî ïðåóñïååò è êòî íåò, - ïðîñòî
äîñòîéíûé ñðåäíèé óðîâåíü, óáàâëåííûé äàëåå
íàøåé ïðåîáëàäàþùåé ìíîãî÷èñëåííîñòüþ.
íàñ âñåõ âíåñóò â êàòàëîã è çàðåãèñòðèðóþò.
ïóñòü òàê...

åæåëè âû åù¸ â ñîìíåíèè î òîì, èíîì çîëîòîì âåêå,
ïîçíàêîìüòåñü ñ äðóãèìè ëþáîïûòíûìè ôèãóðàìè:
Ðè÷àðä Îëäèíãòîí, Òåääè Äðàéçåð, Ô. Ñêîòò, Õàðò Êðåéí**,
Óèíäåì Ëüþèñ, èçäàòåëüñòâî
"׸ðíîå ñîëíöå".

íî äëÿ ìåíÿ äâàäöàòûå ñîñðåäîòî÷åíû, â îñíîâíîì,
íà Õåìèíãóýå,
âîçâðàòèâøèìñÿ ñ ôðîíòà è íà÷àâøèì ïå÷àòàòü.

ýòî âñ¸ áûëî òàê ïðîñòî, òàê âîñõèòèòåëüíî ÷èñòî.

íûíå

òàêîå ìíîæåñòâî íàñ.

Ýðíè, òû íå ïðåäñòàâëÿë, êàê õîðîøî áûëî äàæå
ñîðîê ëåò ñïóñòÿ, êîãäà òû âûøèá ñâîè ìîçãè â
àïåëüñèíîâûé ñîê,

õîòÿ
ÿ ãàðàíòèðóþ -
ýòî áûëà íå ëó÷øàÿ òâîÿ ðàáîòà.


* Ãàððè Êðîñáè (1898-1929) - àìåðèêàíñêèé ïîýò è èçäàòåëü,
îñíîâàâøèé â Ïàðèæå ñîâìåñòíî ñ æåíîé èçäàòåëüñòâî Black Sun Press,
îïóáëèêîâàâøåå òîãäà åù¸ ìàëîèçâåñòíûõ Äæåéìñà Äæîéñà, Ä. Ã. Ëîóðåíñà,
Ýçðó Ïàóíäà è äð.


** Õàðò Êðåéí (1899-1932) - àìåðèêàíñêèé ýïè÷åñêèé ïîýò,
èíòåðåñ ê êîòîðîìó âîçðîäèëñÿ â 70-80-õ ãîäàõ ïðîøëîãî ñòîëåòèÿ.


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èñòîðèÿ îäíîãî óïðÿìîãî ñóêèíà ñûíà

îí ïîäîø¸ë ê ìîèì äâåðÿì îäíàæäû âå÷åðîì,
ìîêðûé, õóäîé, ïîáèòûé è òåððîðèçèðîâàííûé,
áåëûé, êîñîãëàçûé, áåñõâîñòûé êîò.
ÿ âïóñòèë åãî, íàêîðìèë è îí îñòàëñÿ,
ïîâåðèë â ìåíÿ, ïîêà îäíàæäû ìîé äðóã,
ïîäúåçæàÿ ê äîìó, íå ïåðååõàë åãî.
ÿ îòí¸ñ ê âåòåðèíàðó òî, ÷òî îñòàëîñü îò íåãî:
"íå ìíîãî øàíñîâ... äàéòå åìó ýòè òàáëåòêè...
ïîçâîíî÷íèê åãî ðàçäàâëåí, îí áûë ñëîìëåí è ðàíüøå,
íî êàê-òî ñðîññÿ, äàæå åñëè îí âûæèâåò,
îí íå ñìîæåò ïåðåäâèãàòüñÿ, âçãëÿíèòå íà ýòîò ñíèìîê:
â íåãî ñòðåëÿëè, äðîáü åù¸ âíóòðè,
åìó òàêæå îòðóáèëè õâîñò..."

ÿ ïðèí¸ñ åãî îáðàòíî, áûëî æàðêîå ëåòî,
îäíî èç ñàìûõ æàðêèõ çà ìíîãî äåêàä,
ÿ ïîëîæèë åãî íà ïîë, â âàííîé,
äàë åìó âîäû è òàáëåòîê,
îí íå ïðèòðîíóëñÿ íè ê âîäå, íè ê åäå,
ÿ ñìî÷èë ïàëåö â âîäå è óâëàæíèë åìó ðîò,
è ñòàë óáåæäàòü åãî, ÿ íèêóäà íå âûõîäèë,
ÿ ñèäåë â âàííîé è áåñåäîâàë ñ íèì,
è îñòîðîæíî ãëàäèë åãî, è îí â îòâåò ñìîòðåë íà ìåíÿ
ñâîèìè áëåäíî-ãîëóáûìè ðàñêîñûìè ãëàçàìè.
ïðîøëî íåìàëî äíåé ïðåæäå, ÷åì îí äâèíóëñÿ
â ïåðâûé ðàç:
çàãðåáàÿ ïåðåäíèìè ëàïàìè (çàäíèå íå ñãèáàëèñü),
äîïîëç äî êîøà÷üåãî ÿùèêà è âçîáðàëñÿ íà íåãî;
ýòî áûëî, êàê òðóáíûé çâóê, âîçâåñòèâøèé çäåñü,
â âàííîé, è ïî âñåìó ãîðîäó î ñêîðîé ïîáåäå;
ýòîò êîò ñòàë ìíå áëèçêèì - ÿ ñòðàäàë âìåñòå ñ íèì,
íå òàê, ÷òîá óæ î÷åíü, íî äîñòàòî÷íî...

êàê-òî óòðîì îí ïðîñíóëñÿ, âñòàë íà íîãè, óïàë
è ïîñìîòðåë íà ìåíÿ âîïðîñèòåëüíî.

"ïîïðîáóé åù¸! - ñêàçàë ÿ åìó. - ó òåáÿ ïîëó÷èòñÿ".

îí ñíîâà âñòàë, çàòåì óïàë, âñòàë, óïàë
è, íàêîíåö, ñòóïèë íåñêîëüêî øàãîâ,
øàòàÿñü, ñëîâíî ïüÿíûé,
çàäíèå íîãè îòêàçûâàëèñü ñëóæèòü,
è îí ñíîâà ïàäàë, îòäûõàë è ñíîâà âñòàâàë...

îñòàëüíîå âû çíàåòå: ñåé÷àñ îí ëó÷øå,
÷åì êîãäà-ëèáî, êîñîãëàçûé, ïî÷òè áåççóáûé,
íî ãðàöèÿ âåðíóëàñü è ýòîò îñîáûé âçãëÿä,
êîòîðûé íèêîãäà íå èñ÷åçàë...

è ñåé÷àñ, êîãäà èíîãäà ó ìåíÿ áåðóò èíòåðâüþ
è ñïðàøèâàþò î æèçíè, î ëèòåðàòóðå, ÿ íàïèâàþñü
è, ïðèïîäíÿâ ìîåãî êîñîãëàçîãî, ïåðååõàííîãî,
ïðîñòðåëåííîãî, ñ îòðóáëåííûì õâîñòîì - êîòà,
ãîâîðþ: "âçãëÿíèòå, âçãëÿíèòå íà ýòî!"

íî îíè íå ïîíèìàþò è ïðîäîëæàþò ñïðàøèâàòü:
"âû ãîâîðèòå - íà âàñ ïîâëèÿë Ñåëèí?"

"íåò!" - ÿ ïðèïîäíèìàþ êîòà - "âîò ýòî, ýòî!
òî, ÷òî ñëó÷èëîñü ñ íèì, ñ íèì!"

ÿ âñòðÿõèâàþ êîòà è ïîäíèìàþ åãî ââåðõ
â ïüÿíîé, ïðîêóðåííîé êîìíàòå,
îí ñïîêîåí, îí ïîíèìàåò...

è íà ýòîì èíòåðâüþ çàêàí÷èâàåòñÿ,
õîòÿ ÿ âñ¸-òàêè ãîðä, êîãäà ïîçæå âèæó ôîòîãðàôèþ:
âîò - ÿ è âîò - ìîé êîò, è ìû ñôîòîãðàôèðîâàíû âìåñòå.

îí òàêæå çíàåò, ÷òî âñ¸ ýòî - âçäîð,
íî, òåì íå ìåíåå, ýòî êàê-òî ïîìîãàåò.

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© Ñåìåí Áåíüÿìèíîâ, ïåðåâîäû, 2013-2026.
© Ñåòåâàÿ Ñëîâåñíîñòü, ïóáëèêàöèÿ, 2013-2026.

– ×àðëç Áóêîâñêè –




ÍÎÂÈÍÊÈ "ÑÅÒÅÂÎÉ ÑËÎÂÅÑÍÎÑÒÈ"
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series is a highly-rated study guide designed for middle school students, using a "smartest kid in class" notes format. Accessing the Guide

While official PDF versions are primarily available through purchase as e-books, you can find digital versions and previews through the following platforms: : You can view and download various editions, such as the 2016 Workman Publishing edition Kindle-style previews and download links are often hosted here by users. Internet Archive

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The guide covers world history from the Paleolithic Era to the modern day, including: Ancient Civilizations : Mesopotamia, Egypt, and the Golden Age of China. Major Eras

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Everything You Need to Ace World History in One Big Fat Notebook

Introduction

  • Welcome to World History in One Big Fat Notebook!
  • This notebook aims to provide a comprehensive and engaging overview of world history, from ancient civilizations to modern times.
  • World history is the study of human societies, cultures, and interactions across the globe, spanning thousands of years.

Section 1: Ancient Civilizations (3000 BCE - 500 CE)

  • Mesopotamia (3500 BCE - 539 BCE):
    • Sumerians, Babylonians, and Assyrians
    • Contributions: writing (cuneiform), governance, and law (Code of Hammurabi)
  • Ancient Egypt (3100 BCE - 30 BCE):
    • Pyramids, mummies, and pharaohs
    • Contributions: hieroglyphics, medicine, and architecture
  • Indus Valley Civilization (3300 BCE - 1300 BCE):
    • Urban planning, trade, and culture
    • Contributions: water management and architecture
  • Ancient Greece (8th century BCE - 146 CE):
    • City-states (Athens and Sparta), philosophers (Socrates, Plato, and Aristotle)
    • Contributions: democracy, theater, and the Olympics
  • Ancient Rome (8th century BCE - 476 CE):
    • Republic and Empire, law, governance, and engineering
    • Contributions: roads, aqueducts, and monumental architecture

Section 2: Medieval and Early Modern Periods (500 CE - 1800 CE)

  • Middle Ages (500 CE - 1500 CE):
    • Feudalism, knights, and the Crusades
    • Contributions: Gothic architecture, monasteries, and scholasticism
  • Islamic Golden Age (8th century - 13th century):
    • Scholars, scientists, and cultural achievements
    • Contributions: algebra, astronomy, and medicine
  • Renaissance and Enlightenment (14th century - 18th century):
    • Revival of classical knowledge, humanism, and scientific discoveries
    • Contributions: art, literature, and the scientific method
  • Age of Exploration (15th century - 17th century):
    • European explorers, colonization, and trade
    • Contributions: discovery of the Americas, new trade routes, and cultural exchange

Section 3: Modern World History (1800 CE - present)

  • Industrial Revolution (18th century - 19th century):
    • Technological innovations, urbanization, and social change
    • Contributions: mechanization, factories, and new forms of energy
  • World Wars and Global Conflict (1914 CE - 1945 CE):
    • Causes and consequences of World War I and World War II
    • Contributions: new forms of warfare, international relations, and global governance
  • Cold War and Contemporary Era (1945 CE - present):
    • Ideological conflict, global politics, and social movements
    • Contributions: space exploration, human rights, and globalization

Conclusion

  • World history is a rich and complex subject that helps us understand the present and future.
  • By studying world history, we can gain insights into human societies, cultures, and interactions across time and space.

Key Terms and Concepts

  • Timeline of major events and periods
  • Glossary of important terms and concepts

Further Reading and Resources

  • List of recommended books, articles, and online resources for further study

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Introduction

The "World History in One Big Fat Notebook" PDF is a comprehensive and engaging resource that provides an in-depth look at world history. This report will summarize the key points and features of this valuable resource.

Overview of the Notebook

The "World History in One Big Fat Notebook" PDF is a detailed guide that covers major historical events, periods, and cultures from ancient civilizations to modern times. The notebook is divided into several sections, each focusing on a specific era or region.

Key Features

  1. Comprehensive Timeline: The notebook includes a detailed timeline that highlights significant events and dates in world history, making it easy to visualize and understand the chronology of events.
  2. In-Depth Notes: The PDF provides thorough notes on various historical periods, including ancient civilizations, medieval Europe, the Renaissance, and modern world events.
  3. Key Terms and Concepts: Important terms and concepts are clearly defined and explained, ensuring that readers grasp the fundamental ideas and principles of world history.
  4. Maps and Images: The notebook includes relevant maps, images, and illustrations that help to contextualize historical events and provide visual aids for better understanding.

Section-by-Section Breakdown

  1. Ancient Civilizations: This section covers the earliest human societies, including Mesopotamia, Egypt, Greece, and Rome.
  2. Medieval Period: The notebook explores the Middle Ages, including the rise of Christianity, the Crusades, and the Black Death.
  3. Early Modern Period: This section discusses the Renaissance, the Age of Exploration, and the emergence of modern nation-states.
  4. Modern World History: The notebook covers major events of the 20th century, including both World Wars, the Cold War, and contemporary global issues.

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The "World History in One Big Fat Notebook" PDF is an excellent resource for:

  1. Students: This notebook serves as a valuable study guide for students of world history, providing a concise and comprehensive overview of key events and concepts.
  2. History Enthusiasts: Anyone interested in world history will find this notebook an engaging and informative resource, perfect for personal enrichment or professional development.
  3. Teachers: Educators can use this notebook as a reference or supplement to their existing curricula, helping to enhance their teaching and provide students with a deeper understanding of world history.

Conclusion

The "World History in One Big Fat Notebook" PDF is a thorough and accessible resource that offers a broad perspective on world history. Its comprehensive timeline, in-depth notes, and visual aids make it an ideal study guide for students and a valuable reference for history enthusiasts and educators.

Big Fat Notebook series, particularly Everything You Need to Ace World History in One Big Fat Notebook

, serves as a comprehensive middle school study guide that distills the complex narrative of human history into an approachable "smartest kid's notes" format. Below is an essay draft that synthesizes the key themes and chronological flow typically found in this resource.

The Human Odyssey: A Journey Through Time with the Big Fat Notebook

The story of human civilization is a massive, sprawling epic, but resources like the Big Fat Notebook

manage to make it manageable by breaking it down into critical eras and turning points. From our earliest ancestors to the interconnected global society of the 21st century, world history is defined by our constant drive for innovation, exploration, and social transformation. Foundations of Civilization The journey begins in the Paleolithic Era

, where the first humans were nomadic hunter-gatherers. The "Great Leap Forward" occurred with the Neolithic Revolution

, as humans settled down to farm, leading to the birth of the first civilizations. These early societies—including Mesopotamia

, Ancient Africa, and the Indus Valley—established the building blocks of modern life: written language, law codes, and organized religion. The Rise of Empires and Global Exchange

As civilizations matured, they grew into powerful empires. The notebook highlights the enduring legacies of Ancient Greece and Rome in the West, while simultaneously exploring the Golden Age of China

and the medieval kingdoms of Africa and the Americas. This era was marked by the spread of major world religions and the development of trade routes like the Silk Road, which connected distant cultures long before the modern age. Conflict, Exploration, and Revolution The transition into the modern world was catalyzed by the Renaissance Age of Exploration

, during which European powers "set sail" to find new trade routes, leading to the colonization of the Americas. This period of discovery was mirrored by an intellectual explosion: the Scientific Revolution Enlightenment

. These new ideas about liberty and reason fueled the fires of the American and French Revolutions, forever changing the relationship between people and their governments. The Modern Era and Global Security

The 19th and 20th centuries brought rapid change through the Industrial Revolution and the era of Imperialism

, where technological superiority led to global power struggles. These tensions eventually erupted into the catastrophic conflicts of World War I and II , followed by the ideological standoff of the

Today, world history continues to evolve through global security challenges and massive social movements. By studying these "big fat" concepts—from the first stone tools to modern climate change and space exploration—we gain a clearer understanding of our place in the long, colorful timeline of human existence.

The Everything You Need to Ace World History in One Big Fat Notebook

is a popular middle school study guide designed to resemble the "notes from the smartest kid in class". It covers major global events from the Paleolithic Era to modern times using doodles, mnemonics, and highlighted key concepts. Where to Find the Guide

Borrow Digitally: You can often borrow the eBook through your local library using platforms like OverDrive. Preview and Purchase: Amazon: Available in both Paperback and Kindle formats.

Barnes & Noble: Offers the 2nd Edition, which includes updated content and more balanced historical perspectives.

Educational Materials: Sites like Teachers Pay Teachers offer supplementary activities and study guides that accompany the book. Key Topics Covered The guide is divided into chronological units including:

Ancient Civilizations: Mesopotamia, Ancient Egypt, and the Golden Age of China.

Conflict and Change: The Crusades, Renaissance, and the Scientific and Industrial Revolutions.

Modern Era: World War I & II, the Great Depression, the Cold War, and Global Security.

The book " Everything You Need to Ace World History in One Big Fat Notebook

" is a popular study guide designed for middle schoolers that presents global history through the perspective of a student's borrowed notes. It covers eras from the Paleolithic Era to modern times, including ancient civilizations, the Renaissance, and world conflicts. Where to Find the PDF or eBook

You can access this book digitally through several official platforms:

Borrow for Free: You can borrow the eBook for free with a library card through OverDrive or view it on Internet Archive.

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The Evolution of World History: A Comprehensive Overview

The study of world history is a vast and complex field that encompasses the entirety of human civilization, from the emergence of early societies to the present day. The concept of world history has undergone significant transformations over the centuries, influenced by various factors such as technological advancements, globalization, and shifting perspectives on the human experience. This essay aims to provide a broad overview of world history, exploring key developments, trends, and themes that have shaped the course of human history. world history in one big fat notebook pdf top

Ancient Civilizations (3000 BCE - 500 CE)

The earliest human societies emerged around 3000 BCE in Mesopotamia, Egypt, the Indus Valley, and China. These civilizations developed sophisticated systems of governance, economy, and culture, laying the foundations for future growth and innovation. The ancient world witnessed the rise of iconic empires, such as the Roman Empire, which expanded across Europe, North Africa, and the Middle East, leaving a lasting legacy in law, architecture, and politics.

The Middle Ages (500 CE - 1500 CE)

The fall of the Roman Empire marked the beginning of the Middle Ages, a period characterized by feudalism, the rise of Christianity, and the growth of trade and commerce. This era saw the emergence of powerful kingdoms, such as the Carolingian Empire, and the development of cultural and intellectual centers, like the University of Bologna. The Crusades, which spanned from the 11th to the 13th century, exemplified the complex interplay between faith, politics, and culture.

The Early Modern Period (1500 CE - 1800 CE)

The Renaissance, which began in the 14th century, marked a significant turning point in world history, as it sparked a revival of classical learning, artistic innovation, and scientific discovery. The Age of Exploration led to the expansion of European powers, such as Portugal, Spain, and Britain, into the Americas, Africa, and Asia, resulting in the transfer of goods, ideas, and cultures across the globe. The Enlightenment, with its emphasis on reason, individualism, and human rights, laid the groundwork for modern democracy and intellectual inquiry.

The Industrial Revolution and Imperialism (1800 CE - 1914 CE)

The Industrial Revolution, which began in the late 18th century, transformed the global economy, as new technologies and manufacturing processes enabled mass production, urbanization, and the growth of international trade. This period also witnessed the rise of imperialism, as European powers, such as Britain, France, and Germany, expanded their colonial empires, often through coercive means. The consequences of imperialism, including the exploitation of resources and the imposition of foreign cultures, continue to shape global relationships today.

The 20th Century (1914 CE - 2000 CE)

The 20th century was marked by two devastating world wars, which resulted in unprecedented human suffering, economic destruction, and the emergence of new global powers, such as the United States and the Soviet Union. The Cold War, which lasted from the end of World War II to the collapse of the Soviet Union, was characterized by ideological rivalries, proxy wars, and a nuclear arms race. Decolonization, which gained momentum in the mid-20th century, led to the independence of many nations in Africa and Asia, while the civil rights movement and feminist movements challenged social hierarchies and advocated for human rights.

The Contemporary Era (2000 CE - present)

In the 21st century, world history has continued to unfold at a rapid pace. The rise of global terrorism, the proliferation of nuclear weapons, and the impact of climate change have created new security challenges and threats to human well-being. The increasing interconnectedness of the world, facilitated by technological advancements and globalization, has also created new opportunities for economic growth, cultural exchange, and international cooperation.

Conclusion

In conclusion, world history is a complex and dynamic field of study that encompasses the entirety of human civilization. From the emergence of early societies to the present day, human history has been shaped by a multitude of factors, including technological innovation, globalization, and shifting perspectives on the human experience. By understanding the evolution of world history, we can better navigate the challenges and opportunities of the present and work towards creating a more just, equitable, and sustainable future.

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resources

  • World History: A Big Fat Notebook by Workman Publishing

  • "A People's History of the World" by Chris Harman

  • "The Cambridge World History" series

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  1. Ancient Civilizations: Explore the rise and fall of ancient empires, such as Egypt, Greece, Rome, China, and Mesopotamia.
  2. The Middle Ages: Discover the medieval world, including the Crusades, knights, castles, and the Black Death.
  3. The Renaissance and Reformation: Learn about the cultural and intellectual transformations of Europe during the 14th to 17th centuries.
  4. The Age of Exploration: Follow the journeys of explorers, such as Columbus, Vasco da Gama, and Ferdinand Magellan, as they navigate the globe and establish new trade routes.
  5. The Industrial Revolution: Understand the impact of industrialization on society, including the growth of cities, the development of new technologies, and the rise of capitalism.
  6. World War I and II: Study the causes, consequences, and key events of both global conflicts, including the rise of nationalism, the role of alliances, and the impact on civilians.
  7. Modern World History: Examine the major events and trends of the 20th and 21st centuries, including the Cold War, decolonization, and contemporary issues like climate change and global terrorism.

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Master World History with the "Big Fat Notebook" Conquering world history can often feel like an uphill battle, but the Everything You Need to Ace World History in One Big Fat Notebook simplifies the journey by presenting the subject as the ultimate set of "smart kid's notes". This comprehensive guide, part of the best-selling Big Fat Notebooks series from Workman Publishing, is a top choice for middle school students looking for a fun, visual, and highly effective way to master global events from prehistory to the modern day. Why the Big Fat Notebook is a Top Study Guide

The book's popularity stems from its unique "borrowed notes" concept, which transforms dense historical information into easily digestible content.

Engaging Visuals: The notebook is filled with funny doodles and diagrams that illuminate tricky concepts, making it ideal for visual learners.

Memory Aids: It uses mnemonic devices to help students memorize dates and names quickly.

Clarity and Structure: Critical ideas are highlighted in marker colors, definitions are explained in plain language, and every chapter ends with a "Check Your Knowledge" quiz.

Curriculum Aligned: Vetted by award-winning teachers, the book meets Common Core State Standards and state history standards, ensuring it covers the exact material needed for class. Major Historical Eras Covered

The guide provides a full chronological timeline, allowing students to see the big picture of human development. Amazon.com

The book Everything You Need to Ace World History in One Big Fat Notebook

is a highly-rated middle school study guide designed to look like the "notes of the smartest kid in class". It breaks down complex global history into digestible summaries with a focus on visual learning and retention. Key Educational Features

Visual Learning Aids: Uses doodles and diagrams to illustrate tricky concepts, making it ideal for visual learners.

Retention Tools: Includes mnemonics for shortcuts to memorization and marker-colored highlighting for critical ideas.

Active Assessment: Every chapter ends with a "Check Your Knowledge" quiz to recap major points.

Vetted Content: The material meets Common Core State Standards and is vetted by National and State Teacher of the Year award winners. Core History Topics Covered

The guide follows a chronological timeline, beginning with early humans and extending to modern contemporary issues:


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3. Unit Reviews and Quizzes

Each unit (e.g., The Middle Ages, The Age of Exploration) ends with a "Check Your Knowledge" section. Having these in PDF format means you can take the quiz on a screen, clear your answers, and take it again a week later—something you cannot do with a physical pencil-and-paper book.

3. The "PDF" Aspect

Since you specifically searched for a PDF, here is the reality of the digital format:

  • Pros: On a tablet, you can zoom in on the maps and diagrams, and you can search for specific terms (Ctrl+F).
  • Cons: The book is visually busy. On a small phone screen or standard Kindle e-reader (black and white), the experience is poor. The "notebook" aesthetic loses its charm if the formatting is compressed or if the illustrations are grayed out.
  • Note on Availability: While many users search for free PDFs, the book is widely available through legitimate digital libraries (like Libby/OverDrive) and retailers. The quality of scanned PDFs found online can vary (blurry text, missing pages).

Act 5: Revolutions & Enlightenment (1500 – 1900)

  • New ideas: Locke, Voltaire, Rousseau → natural rights, social contract.
  • Revolutions: American (1776), French (1789), Haitian, Latin American (Bolívar).
  • Industrial Revolution: Steam engine, factories, urbanization, socialism/Marxism.
  • Imperialism: Scramble for Africa, Opium Wars in China, British in India.

Act 1: Early Civilizations & River Valleys (Prehistory – 500 BCE)

  • Plot begins: Humans migrate out of Africa, develop agriculture (Neolithic Revolution), and settle near rivers.
  • Key settings: Mesopotamia (Tigris/Euphrates), Egypt (Nile), Indus Valley (Indus), Ancient China (Yellow River).
  • Themes: First laws (Hammurabi’s Code), writing (cuneiform, hieroglyphs), religion (polytheism), and empires (Akkadian, Babylonian).

Act 3: Post-Classical / Medieval World (500 – 1400)

  • Europe: Feudalism, manorialism, Crusades, Black Death (kills 1/3 of population).
  • Islamic Golden Age: House of Wisdom, algebra, preservation of Greek texts.
  • Africa: Ghana, Mali, Mansa Musa (richest man ever), Timbuktu as learning center.
  • Asia: Tang/Song China (gunpowder, printing, paper money), Mongol Empire (largest contiguous land empire), samurai/feudal Japan.

🎨 Part 4: Renaissance, Reformation, and Exploration (1300 – 1600)

The Renaissance Meaning "Rebirth." Started in Italy. Europe rediscovered Greek and Roman art/writing.

  • Key Players: Leonardo da Vinci, Michelangelo.
  • Humanism: Focus on human potential rather than just religion.

The Reformation People were angry at corruption in the Catholic Church.

  • Martin Luther: Nailed the 95 Theses to a church door, starting the Protestant Reformation.
  • Result: The church split, leading to religious wars but also more literacy.

The Age of Exploration Europeans wanted Asian spices. They took to the seas.

  • Columbus: Landed in the Americas (1492).
  • Columbian Exchange: A massive swap of plants, animals, and diseases between the Old World and New World.
  • Impact: Smallpox decimated Native American populations; the Transatlantic Slave Trade began.

📜 Part 1: The Dawn of Civilization (Prehistory – 2500 BCE)

The Stone Age History begins before written records. Early humans were hunter-gatherers who eventually discovered agriculture.

  • Paleolithic Era (Old Stone Age): Humans used stone tools, mastered fire, and lived in nomadic clans.
  • Neolithic Revolution (New Stone Age): The game changer. Humans learned to farm and domesticate animals. This led to permanent settlements.

The Rise of River Valleys Civilizations ("civil" comes from the Latin for 'citizen') rose near water sources for farming and trade.

  1. Mesopotamia (Fertile Crescent): Located between the Tigris and Euphrates rivers (modern-day Iraq). Home to the Sumerians who invented cuneiform (writing) and the wheel.
  2. Ancient Egypt: Centered on the Nile. Famous for pyramids, pharaohs, and hieroglyphics. They developed a complex belief in the afterlife.
  3. Indus Valley: Located in modern-day Pakistan/India. Known for advanced city planning (plumbing!) in cities like Mohenjo-Daro.
  4. Ancient China: Rose along the Huang He (Yellow) River. Isolated by geography, they developed unique silk and writing systems.

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