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Ñëîâåñíîñòü



fivem fps boost pack    Ïîëâåêà òîìó íàçàä ïîýò è ñöåíàðèñò Äæîí Êîððèíãòîí, îäèí èç "îòêðûâàòåëåé" Áóêà, ïèñàë â ïðåäèñëîâèè ê ðàííåìó ñáîðíèêó ×àðëçà Áóêîâñêè:
" êîíöå íàøåãî ñòîëåòèÿ êðèòèêè, ïî âñåé âåðîÿòíîñòè, áóäóò óòâåðæäàòü, ÷òî ðàáîòû ×àðëçà Áóêîâñêè áûëè âîäîðàçäåëîì ìåæäó âðåìåíåì Ïàóíäà-Ýëèîòà-Îäåíà è íîâûì âðåìåíåì, êîãäà ÷åëîâå÷åñêèé ãîëîñ ïðèø¸ë â ñåáÿ...
Áåç âñÿêîé òåîðåòèçàöèè, ìàíèôåñòîâ è øêîë Áóêîâñêè íà÷àë äîëãîæäàííîå âîçâðàùåíèå ê ïîýòè÷åñêîìó ÿçûêó, ñâîáîäíîìó îò ëèòåðàòóðíûõ ïðåòåíçèé è äîñòàòî÷íîìó, ÷òîáû èçáðàòü ëþáóþ òåìó, êîòîðóþ îí ñ÷èòàåò íóæíîé...
Ýòî ðàçãîâîðíûé ÿçûê, ïðèáèòûé ê áóìàãå... ïî÷òè èäåàëüíîå ðàâíîâåñèå ìåæäó ñòèõèéíîé êîìïîçèöèåé è î÷åâèäíûìè òðåáîâàíèÿìè ëèòåðàòóðíîãî ñëîãà...
Íà÷èíàÿ ñ ðàííèõ ðàáîò äî íîâåéøèõ ïîýçèÿ Áóêîâñêè ìãíîâåííî óçíàâàåìà è, òåì íå ìåíåå, ýòî ïîýçèÿ áåç ãðàíèö."



ÿ õîòåë ñâåðãíóòü ïðàâèòåëüñòâî, íî âñ¸, ÷òî ÿ ñìîã, - ýòî íèçâåðãíóòü ÷óæóþ æåíó

30 ñîáàê, 20 ÷åëîâåê íà 20-òè ëîøàäÿõ è îäíà ëèñà,
è ãëÿíü ñþäà, ÷òî îíè ïèøóò:
âû ýãîèñòû è ìå÷òàòåëè,
òîëêó îò âàñ íåò íè äëÿ ñòðàíû, íè äëÿ öåðêâè,
÷èòàéòå ñâîþ èñòîðèþ, èçó÷àéòå ìîíåòàðíóþ ñèñòåìó,
çàìåòüòå, ÷òî ðàñîâîé âîéíå óæå 23000 ëåò.

ïðåêðàñíî, ÿ ïîìíþ 20 ëåò íàçàä,
ñèäÿ ñî ñòàðûì åâðåéñêèì ïîðòíûì -
åãî íîñ ïðè ñâåòå ëàìïû êàçàëñÿ ïóøêîé,
íàöåëåííîé íà âðàãà -
è ñ èòàëüÿíöåì-ôàðìàöåâòîì,
æèâøèì â äîðîãîé êâàðòèðå â ëó÷øåé ÷àñòè ãîðîäà,
ìû çàìûøëÿëè ñâåðãíóòü íåóñòîé÷èâóþ äèíàñòèþ;
ïîðòíîé, ïðèøèâàÿ ïóãîâèöû ê æèëåòó,
èòàëüÿíåö, òû÷à ñèãàðîé ìíå â ãëàç, ïðîñâåùàëè ìåíÿ,
ñàìîãî ïî ñåáå - íåóñòîé÷èâóþ äèíàñòèþ,
âñåãäà ïüÿíîãî, íàñêîëüêî âîçìîæíî,
íà÷èòàííîãî, ãîëîäàþùåãî, ïîäàâëåííîãî;
è, â ñóùíîñòè,
ìîëîäàÿ, äîáðîòíàÿ áàáà ðàçðåøèëà áû âñþ ìîþ âðàæäó,
íî ÿ íå çíàë ýòîãî;
ÿ ñëóøàë ìîåãî èòàëüÿíöà è ìîåãî åâðåÿ,
è áð¸ë çàòåì âäîëü ò¸ìíûõ óëèö, ïîêóðèâàÿ ÷óæèå ñèãàðåòû
è íàáëþäàÿ, êàê òûëüíûå ñòåíû äîìîâ îõâàòûâàåò ïëàìÿ;
íî ãäå-òî ìû ïðîìàõíóëèñü:
òî ëè ìû áûëè íåäîñòàòî÷íî ìóæ÷èíàìè,
íåäîñòàòî÷íî áîëüøèìè èëè ìàëûìè,
òî ëè ìû ïðîñòî õîòåëè ïîáîëòàòü ñî ñêóêè,
òîëüêî àíàðõèÿ íå âûøëà;
è åâðåé óìåð, à èòàëüÿíåö âñ¸ ñåð÷àë,
èáî ÿ îñòàâàëñÿ ñ åãî æåíîé, êîãäà îí óõîäèë â àïòåêó,
îí íå çàáîòèëñÿ ïðåäîòâðàòèòü
ñâåðæåíèå ñâîåãî ëè÷íîãî ïðàâèòåëüñòâà, è îíî ïàëî ëåãêî;
äåòè óñíóëè â ñîñåäíåé ñïàëüíå,
è ÿ ÷óâñòâîâàë ñåáÿ íåìíîãî âèíîâàòûì;
íî ïîçæå ÿ âûèãðàë 200 äîëëàðîâ â êîñòè
è óåõàë íà àâòîáóñå â Íîâûé Îðëåàí;
ÿ ñòîÿë íà óãëó, ñëóøàÿ ìóçûêó, äîíîñèâøóþñÿ èç áàðîâ,
è ÿ ñòàë õîäèòü ïî áàðàì è ñèäåòü òàì,
ðàçìûøëÿÿ îá óìåðøåì åâðåå:
êàê îí ïðèøèâàë ïóãîâèöû è ãîâîðèë - âñå åãî äåëà -
è êàê îí ñäàëñÿ, õîòÿ áûë êðåï÷å ëþáîãî èç íàñ;
îí ñäàëñÿ, òàê êàê åãî æ¸ë÷íûé ïóçûðü
íå ìîã áîëüøå ôóíêöèîíèðîâàòü,
è, ìîæåò áûòü, ýòî ñïàñëî Óîëë-ñòðèò è Ìàíõýòòåí,
è Öåðêîâü, è Öåíòðàëüíûé Ïàðê, è Ðèì, è Ëåâûé Áåðåã;
íî æåíà ôàðìàöåâòà,.. îíà îêàçàëàñü ìèëîé,
îíà óñòàëà îò áîìá, ñïðÿòàííûõ ïîä ïîäóøêîé,
è îò îñâèñòûâàíèÿ ïàïû ðèìñêîãî,
ó íå¸ áûëà î÷åíü õîðîøàÿ ôèãóðà, î÷åíü êðàñèâûå íîãè,
è ÿ ïîëàãàþ - îíà ÷óâñòâîâàëà òî æå, ÷òî è ÿ:
÷òî ñëàáîñòü áûëà íå â Ïðàâèòåëüñòâå, à â ×åëîâåêå,
÷òî ÷åëîâåê íèêîãäà íå áûë òàê ñèë¸í, êàê åãî èäåè,
è ÷òî èäåè - ýòî ïðàâèòåëüñòâà, îáåðíóâøèåñÿ ëþäüìè;
è âîò ýòî íà÷àëîñü íà êóøåòêå ñ ïðîëèòûì ìàðòèíè
è çàêîí÷èëîñü â ñïàëüíå: ñòðàñòü, ðåâîëþöèÿ, âçäîð -
îêîí÷èëèñü,
è øòîðû òðåùàëè îò âåòðà, õëîïàëè, êàê ïóøêè,
ñâèñòåëè, êàê ñàáëè,
è 30 ñîáàê, 20 ÷åëîâåê íà 20-òè ëîøàäÿõ
ïðåñëåäîâàëè îäíó ëèñó
ïîïåð¸ê ïîëÿ, îñâåù¸ííîãî ñîëíöåì,
è ÿ ïîäíÿëñÿ ñ êðîâàòè è çåâíóë, è ïî÷åñàë æèâîò, çíàÿ,
÷òî ñêîðî, î÷åíü ñêîðî, ÿ áóäó ñíîâà ïüÿí, î÷åíü ïüÿí.

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â ïîèñêàõ ðàáîòû

ýòî áûë áàð â Ôèëàäåëüôèè,
è áàðìåí ñïðîñèë:
- ÷åãî?..
è ÿ ñêàçàë:
- íàëåé ìíå áî÷êîâîãî, Äæèì,
ìíå íàäî óñïîêîèòü íåðâû,
äóìàþ ïîäûñêàòü ñåáå ðàáîòó.
- òû?.. ðàáîòó?
- äà, Äæèì, ÿ âèäåë êîå-÷òî â ãàçåòå -
îïûò íåîáÿçàòåëåí.
è îí ñêàçàë:
- ÷¸ðò, íî òû âåäü íå õî÷åøü ðàáîòàòü.
è ÿ ñêàçàë:
- ÷¸ðò, íåò, íî ìíå íóæíû äåíüãè...
è ÿ äîïèë ïèâî,
è ñåë â àâòîáóñ, è ñëåäèë çà íîìåðàìè,
è âñêîðå íîìåðà ïðèáëèçèëèñü,
è âîò óæå - íóæíûé ìíå,
è ÿ ä¸ðíóë òðîñèê, è àâòîáóñ îñòàíîâèëñÿ,
è ÿ ñîø¸ë.
ýòî áûëî çäîðîâåííîå çäàíèå èç æåñòè,
è ñêîëüçÿùàÿ äâåðü çàñòðÿëà îò ãðÿçè,
ÿ ñäâèíóë å¸ è âîø¸ë âíóòðü,
è òóò íå áûëî ïîëà, à áûë òîò æå ãðóíò,
áóãðèñòûé, ñûðîé è çëîâîííûé,
è ñëûøåí áûë ñêðåæåò,
êàê áóäòî ÷òî-òî ðàñïèëèâàëè íàäâîå,
è ÷òî-òî ñâåðëèëè, è áûëî òåìíî,
è ëþäè ñíîâàëè íà ïåðåêëàäèíàõ ñâåðõó,
è ëþäè òîëêàëè âàãîíåòêè âíèçó,
è ëþäè ïðîèçâîäèëè ÷òî-òî ó ìàøèí,
è ñâåðêàëè ìîëíèè, è ðàçäàâàëñÿ ãðîì;
è âäðóã âîçíèê, ïîêà÷èâàÿñü, îãíåííûé êîâø,
îí ðåâåë è êëîêîòàë ïëàìåíåì,
îí ñâèñàë íà öåïè è ø¸ë ïðÿìî íà ìåíÿ,
è êòî-òî çàîðàë: "ýé, áåðåãèñü!",
è ÿ ïðèãíóëñÿ, ÷óÿ,
êàê æàð ïðîí¸ññÿ íàäî ìíîé,
è êòî-òî ñïðîñèë: "÷åãî òåáå?",
è ÿ ñêàçàë:
"ÃÄÅ ÒÓÒ ÁËÈÆÀÉØÈÉ ÑÎÐÒÈÐ?",
è ìíå ïîêàçàëè,
è ÿ çàø¸ë,
çàòåì âûøåë è óâèäåë ñèëóýòû ëþäåé,
ñíóþùèõ â îãíå è ãðîõîòå,
è ÿ íàïðàâèëñÿ ê äâåðè, âûøåë íà âîçäóõ,
ñåë â àâòîáóñ, âåðíóëñÿ â áàð
è çàêàçàë åù¸ îäíó êðóæêó,
è Äæèì ñïðîñèë:
- ÷òî ñëó÷èëîñü?
è ÿ îòâåòèë:
- ìåíÿ íå âçÿëè, Äæèì.
è òóò âîøëà ýòà ñàìàÿ ïðîñòèòóòêà è ñåëà,
è êàæäûé ïÿëèëñÿ íà íå¸,
îíà âûãëÿäåëà ðîñêîøíî, è ïîìíþ:
âïåðâûå â æèçíè ÿ ÷óòü íå âîçæåëàë
èìåòü âàãèíó è êëèòîð âìåñòî òîãî,
÷òî ó ìåíÿ èìååòñÿ, íî äíÿ ÷åðåç 2 èëè 3
ÿ ïðèø¸ë â ñåáÿ è ñòàë ñíîâà ÷èòàòü
ðàáî÷èå îáúÿâëåíèÿ.

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áåãñòâî Áîíàïàðòà

Ôðåä - òàê çâàëè åãî.
îí âñåãäà ñèäåë â êîíöå
ñòîéêè áàðà,
âîçëå äâåðåé,
è îí áûë òóò âñåãäà:
îò îòêðûòèÿ
äî çàêðûòèÿ.
îí áûë òóò äîëüøå,
÷åì áûë ÿ,
÷òî ãîâîðèò
î ìíîãîì.

îí íè ñ êåì
íå çàãîâàðèâàë.
îí ïðîñòî ñèäåë òóò
ñî ñâîèì ñòàêàíîì
ðàçëèâíîãî ïèâà.
îí ñìîòðåë ïðÿìî ïåðåä ñîáîé,
÷åðåç ñòîéêó áàðà,
íî íèêîãäà íå ñìîòðåë
ïî ñòîðîíàì.

è åù¸ îäíà âåùü.

îí âñòàâàë
âðåìÿ îò âðåìåíè
è íàïðàâëÿëñÿ
ê ìóçûêàëüíîìó àâòîìàòó
è âñåãäà âûáèðàë
îäíó è òó æå ïëàñòèíêó:
"Áåãñòâî Áîíàïàðòà".

îí ñòàâèë ýòó ïëàñòèíêó
âåñü äåíü è âåñü âå÷åð.

ýòî áûëà åãî ïåñíÿ,
áåññïîðíî.

îí íèêîãäà íå óñòàâàë
îò íå¸.

è, êîãäà áî÷êîâîå ïèâî
äåéñòâèòåëüíî ðàçáèðàëî åãî,
îí âñòàâàë è ñòàâèë
"Áåãñòâî Áîíàïàðòà"
6 èëè 7 ðàç
ïîäðÿä.

íèêòî íå çíàë, êòî îí
è íà êàêèå øèøè
îí æèë,
áûëî èçâåñòíî òîëüêî,
÷òî îí çàíèìàë êîìíàòó
â îòåëå íàïðîòèâ
è áûë ïåðâûì êëèåíòîì
â áàðå
åæåäíåâíî
ïîñëå îòêðûòèÿ.

ÿ ïîæàëîâàëñÿ Êëàéäó,
áàðìåíó:
- ïîñëóøàé, îí ñâîäèò íàñ
ñ óìà ýòîé ìóçûêîé.
âñå äðóãèå ïëàñòèíêè
ìåíÿþòñÿ,
íî "Áåãñòâî Áîíàïàðòà"
îñòà¸òñÿ.
÷òî ýòî çíà÷èò?

- ýòî åãî ïåñíÿ, -
ñêàçàë Êëàéä, -
ðàçâå ó òåáÿ íåò?

ïðåêðàñíî, ÿ ÿâèëñÿ îêîëî
÷àñó äíÿ,
è âñå çàâñåãäàòàè
áûëè òóò,
íî íå áûëî
Ôðåäà.

ÿ çàêàçàë âûïèâêó
è ñïðîñèë ãðîìêî:
- ýé, ãäå Ôðåä?

- Ôðåä óìåð, -
îòâåòèë Êëàéä.

ÿ ïîñìîòðåë â êîíåö
ñòîéêè.
ñîëíöå ïðîáèâàëîñü ñêâîçü
øòîðû,
íî íèêîãî íå áûëî
íà êðàéíåì
ñòóëå.

- òû øóòèøü, -
ñêàçàë ÿ, - Ôðåä, íàâåðíîå,
â ñîðòèðå èëè
åù¸ ãäå-íèáóäü.

- Ôðåä íå ïîÿâèëñÿ ñåãîäíÿ
óòðîì, - ñêàçàë Êëàéä, - òàê ÷òî
ÿ ñõîäèë â åãî
êîìíàòó â îòåëå,
è îí áûë òàì,
æ¸ñòêèé,
êàê ñèãàðíûé ÿùèê.

âñå óìîëêëè.
ýòè ïàðíè è ïðåæäå
íèêîãäà íå ãîâîðèëè
ìíîãî.

- äà, - ñêàçàë ÿ, -
ïî êðàéíåé ìåðå
ìû íå äîëæíû áîëüøå ñëóøàòü
"Áåãñòâî Áîíàïàðòà".

âñå ïðîìîë÷àëè.

- ýòà ïëàñòèíêà
åù¸ òàì? -
ñïðîñèë ÿ.

- äà, - îòâåòèë
Êëàéä.

- õîðîøî,
ÿ õî÷ó ïîñòàâèòü å¸
åù¸ îäèí ðàç.

ÿ ïîäíÿëñÿ.

- ïîãîäè, -
ñêàçàë Êëàéä.

îí îáîø¸ë ñòîéêó áàðà
è íàïðàâèëñÿ
ê àâòîìàòó.

â ðóêå îí äåðæàë
ìàëåíüêèé êëþ÷.
îí ïîâåðíóë êëþ÷
è îòêðûë äâåðöó.

îí äîòÿíóëñÿ
è âûòàùèë
ïëàñòèíêó.

çàòåì îí óäàðèë
ïëàñòèíêó î êîëåíî
è ñëîìàë å¸.

- ýòî áûëà åãî ïåñíÿ, -
ñêàçàë Êëàéä.

îí çàêðûë àâòîìàò,
óí¸ñ ñëîìàííóþ
ïëàñòèíêó çà ñòîéêó
è âûáðîñèë.

áàð íàçûâàëñÿ
"Äæóýëñ".
îí áûë íà óãëó
Êðåíøîó è
Àäàìñ -
è åãî íåò
áîëüøå
òàì.

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òðàãåäèÿ ëèñòüåâ

ÿ ïðîñíóëñÿ îò æàæäû, è âàçîíû áûëè ìåðòâû,
âàçîíû áûëè æåëòû, êàê êóêóðóçà;
ìîÿ æåíùèíà óøëà,
è ïóñòûå áóòûëêè, ñëîâíî áåñêðîâíûå òðóïû,
îêðóæàëè ìåíÿ ñ èõ áåñïîëåçíîñòüþ;
ñîëíöå åù¸ ñâåòèëî, ìåæ òåì,
è çàïèñêà êâàðòèðíîé õîçÿéêè õðóñòíóëà è
ðàñïàëàñü, êàê æ¸ëòûé ëèñò;
÷òî áûëî íóæíî ñåé÷àñ -
ýòî èñêóñíûé êîìåäèàíò ñòàðèííîãî ñòèëÿ, øóò,
êîòîðûé ñìå¸òñÿ íàä áîëüþ, èáî áîëü àáñóðäíà,
ïîñêîëüêó ñóùåñòâóåò, íå áîëåå òîãî;
ÿ îñòîðîæíî ïîáðèëñÿ òóïîþ áðèòâîþ,
÷åëîâåê, êîòîðûé îäíàæäû áûë ìîëîäûì
è ïî ñëóõàì - ãåíèåì, íî
ýòî òðàãåäèÿ ëèñòüåâ:
ì¸ðòâûé ïàïîðîòíèê, ì¸ðòâûå öâåòû;
è ÿ âñòóïèë â ò¸ìíóþ ïðèõîæóþ,
ãäå ñòîÿëà õîçÿéêà êâàðòèðû,
ïîëíàÿ ìåñòè è íåíàâèñòè,
îñûïàÿ ìåíÿ ïðîêëÿòèÿìè,
ðàçìàõèâàÿ ñâîèìè òîëñòûìè, ïîòíûìè ðóêàìè
è âîïèÿ,
âîïèÿ î êâàðòèðíîé ïëàòå,
ïîòîìó ÷òî ìèð èçìåíèë íàì
îáîèì.

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ïðèäóðêè è äåáèëû âñåãäà ëþáèëè ìåíÿ

è â ìëàäøèõ êëàññàõ,
è â ñòàðøèõ,
è â êîëëåäæå;
îòâåðæåííûå
âñåãäà òÿíóëèñü êî ìíå:
îäíîðóêèå,
ýïèëåïòèêè,
ñ áåëüìîì íà ãëàçó,
óðîäöû,
òðóñû,
ìèçàíòðîïû,
óáèéöû
è âîðû;
âñåãäà:
è â ðàáîòå,
è â áåçäåëüå,
ÿ ïðèòÿãèâàþ îòâåðæåííûõ;
îíè òóò æå íàõîäÿò ìåíÿ
è - ïðèëèïàþò;
âîò è ýòîò ñðàçó
îòûñêàë ìåíÿ;
îí òîëêàåò âîêðóã
òåëåæêó, ïîëíóþ äðÿíè:
ìÿòûå æåñòÿíêè,
øíóðêè äëÿ áîòèíîê,
ïóñòûå ïàêåòû,
ìîëî÷íûå êàðòîíêè,
ñòàðûå ãàçåòû,
îãðûçêè êàðàíäàøåé...
"ýé, ïðèÿòåëü, êàê äåëà?.."
ÿ îñòàíàâëèâàþñü,
è ìû òîëêóåì ñ ìèíóòó;
çàòåì ÿ ïðîùàþñü,
íî îí ñëåäóåò çà ìíîé
ìèìî ïèâíûõ,
ìèìî áîðäåëåé...
"äåðæè ìåíÿ â êóðñå, äðóã!
äåðæè ìåíÿ â êóðñå...
ÿ äîëæåí çíàòü,
÷òî òâîðèòñÿ âîêðóã";
ýòî - íîâåíüêèé;
íèêîãäà íå âèäåë,
÷òîáû îí çàãîâàðèâàë
ñ äðóãèìè;
òåëåæêà ãðåìèò íà óõàáå,
è ÷òî-òî êàòèòñÿ âíèç;
ïîêà îí ïîäáèðàåò,
ÿ çàñêàêèâàþ â äâåðü
çåë¸íîãî îòåëÿ íà óãëó,
ïåðåñåêàþ õîëë,
âûõîæó ÷åðåç çàäíþþ äâåðü,
è òóò:
ñ àáñîëþòíûì áëàæåíñòâîì
îïðàâëÿåòñÿ êîøêà
è - óõìûëÿåòñÿ.

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ñóùåñòâîâàíèå

òàê âîò: ÿ ïðîñòî ñïàë
è ïðîñíóëñÿ èç-çà ìóõè íà ìî¸ì ëîêòå,
è ÿ íàçâàë ìóõó - Áåííè
çàòåì ïðèõëîïíóë å¸;
è ÿ ïîäíÿëñÿ è çàãëÿíóë
â ïî÷òîâûé ÿùèê,
è òàì áûëî êàêîå-òî ïðåäóïðåæäåíèå
îò âëàñòåé,
íî òàê êàê íèêòî íå ñòîÿë â êóñòàõ
ñî øòûêîì,
ÿ ðàçîðâàë åãî
è âåðíóëñÿ â êðîâàòü, è ïîñìîòðåë íà ïîòîëîê,
è ïîäóìàë - ïðèÿòíî ïîâàëÿòüñÿ,
ïîëåæó òàê åù¸ ìèíóò äåñÿòü,
è ÿ ïðîëåæàë åù¸ è äðóãèå äåñÿòü,
è ÿ ïîäóìàë -
ýòî íå èìååò ñìûñëà, ó ìåíÿ ñòîëüêî
äåë, íî ïîë÷àñà åù¸
ìîæíî ïîëåæàòü;
è ÿ òÿíóëñÿ,
òÿíóëñÿ
è ñìîòðåë íà ñîëíöå
ñêâîçü ìåëêèå ëèñòüÿ äåðåâüåâ
âî äâîðå, è ó ìåíÿ íå áûëî
íèêàêèõ óäèâèòåëüíûõ ìûñëåé,
íèêàêèõ áåññìåðòíûõ ìûñëåé,
è ýòî áûëî ëó÷øèì èç âñåãî;
è ñäåëàëîñü íåìíîãî æàðêî,
è ÿ îòáðîñèë îäåÿëî è óñíóë -
íî òóò ýòîò êîøìàðíûé ñîí:
ÿ ñíîâà - â ïîåçäå,
â ýòîì 5-òè÷àñîâîì òóäà-è-îáðàòíî ïîåçäå,
ñèäÿ ó îêíà,
ìèíóÿ òîò æå õìóðûé îêåàí, Êèòàé âäàëåêå
ñ õàðàêòåðíîé îòãîëîñèöåé â ãëóáèíå ìîåãî
ìîçãà, è çàòåì êòî-òî ïîäñåë êî ìíå
è çàãîâîðèë î ëîøàäÿõ -
äóðìàíÿùèé ðàçãîâîð,
êîòîðûé ðàçðûâàë ìíå äóøó íà ÷àñòè,
è çàòåì ÿ ñíîâà áûë òàì:
ëîøàäè íåñëèñü, êàê íà ýêðàíå,
è æîêåè ñ î÷åíü áëåäíûìè ëèöàìè,
è íå èìåëî çíà÷åíèÿ, êòî â êîíöå ïîáåäèò,
è êàæäûé çíàë ýòî,
ñêà÷êè âî ñíå íàïîìèíàëè
ñêà÷êè íàÿâó:
ò¸ìíàÿ íî÷ü íàâàëèëàñü ãðóçîì,
òå æå ãîðû ñòîÿëè â ñìóùåíèè,
ìîðå ñíîâà è ñíîâà,
ïîåçä ëåòåë, êàê ñòðåëà ÷åðåç èãîëüíîå óøêî;
è ÿ äîëæåí áûë âñòàòü è ïîéòè ïîìî÷èòüñÿ,
è ìíå áûëî ïðîòèâíî ïîéòè ïîìî÷èòüñÿ,
èáî êòî-òî çàáèë óíèòàç áóìàãîé,
êàêîé-òî ëóçåð çàáèë óíèòàç áóìàãîé ñíîâà,
è îí íå ñëèâàëñÿ; è, êîãäà ÿ âåðíóëñÿ,
èì íè÷åãî íå îñòàâàëîñü, êàê ñìîòðåòü
ìíå â ëèöî,
è ÿ òàêîé óñòàëûé,
÷òî îíè ïîéìóò, ãëÿäÿ â ëèöî ìíå,
÷òî ÿ íåíàâèæó
èõ,
è òîãäà îíè âîçíåíàâèäÿò ìåíÿ
è çàõîòÿò
óáèòü,
íî íå óáüþò.

ÿ ïðîñíóëñÿ, íî òàê êàê íèêòî
íå ñòîÿë íàä ìîåé êðîâàòüþ,
÷òîáû ñêàçàòü ìíå,
÷òî ÿ âåäó ñåáÿ ïëîõî,
ÿ ïîñïàë åù¸
íåìíîãî.

â ýòîò ðàç, êîãäà ÿ ïðîñíóëñÿ,
áûë ïî÷òè âå÷åð,
ëþäè âîçâðàùàëèñü ñ ðàáîòû.
ÿ âñòàë è ñåë íà ñòóë, è ñìîòðåë,
êàê îíè áðåëè. îíè íå âûãëÿäåëè áîäðî.
äàæå þíûå äåâóøêè íå âûãëÿäåëè òàê áîäðî,
êàê óòðîì.
è ìóæèêè âîøëè: ïàëà÷è, óáèéöû, âîðû, æóëèêè -
âñÿ áàíäà, è èõ ðîæè áûëè óæàñíåé
õýëëîóèíñêèõ ìàñîê, êîãäà-ëèáî ïðèäóìàííûõ.

ÿ çàìåòèë ñèíåãî ïàóêà â óãëó è ïðèêîí÷èë åãî ìåòëîé.

ÿ ñëåäèë çà ëþäüìè åù¸ íåìíîãî, è âñêîðå óñòàë
è ïåðåñòàë ãëÿäåòü,
è çàæàðèë ñåáå ïàðó ÿèö, ñåë è ïîóæèíàë ñ õëåáîì è ÷àåì.

ÿ ÷óâñòâîâàë ñåáÿ ïðåêðàñíî.

çàòåì ÿ ïðèíÿë âàííó è âåðíóëñÿ â êðîâàòü.

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ïîýòè÷åñêèå ÷òåíèÿ

ïîýòè÷åñêèå ÷òåíèÿ, äîëæíî áûòü, ñàìûå ãðóñòíûå,
ñàìûå ñóåòíûå ñîáûòèÿ èç âñåõ âîçìîæíûõ:
ñáîðèùå çàãîâîðùèêîâ è çàãîâîðùèö,
íåäåëÿ çà íåäåëåé, ìåñÿö çà ìåñÿöåì,
ãîä çà ãîäîì,
ñòàðåþùèõ âìåñòå,
÷èòàþùèõ ïåðåä ìàëî÷èñëåííîé ïóáëèêîé,
âñ¸ åù¸ íàäåÿñü, ÷òî ãåíèé èõ áóäåò
îòêðûò,
äèêòóþùèõ íà ëåíòó âìåñòå,
íà äèñêè - âìåñòå,
ïîòåþùèõ ðàäè àïëîäèñìåíòîâ;
îíè ÷èòàþò, â ñóùíîñòè, äðóã äëÿ äðóãà è
äðóã äðóãó,
îíè íå â ñèëàõ íàéòè èçäàòåëÿ â Íüþ-Éîðêå
èëè
â îêðåñòíîñòÿõ,
íî ïðîäîëæàþò ÷èòàòü è ÷èòàòü
â ïîýòè÷åñêèõ äûðàõ Àìåðèêè,
íèêîãäà íå ñìóùàÿñü,
íèêîãäà íå äîïóñêàÿ, ÷òî
èõ òàëàíò ñëèøêîì ìåëîê,
ïî÷òè íåâèäèì;
îíè äåêëàìèðóþò âíîâü è âíîâü
ñâîèì ñ¸ñòðàì, áðàòüÿì, æ¸íàì, ìóæüÿì,
ñâîèì äðóçüÿì, îñòàëüíûì ïîýòàì
è êó÷êå èäèîòîâ, çàáðåäøèõ
â çàë
èç íèîòêóäà.

ìíå ñòûäíî çà íèõ,
ìíå ñòûäíî, ÷òî îíè äîëæíû çàâîäèòü äðóã äðóãà,
ìíå ñòûäíî çà èõ ëåïå÷óùèé ýãîöåíòðèçì,
çà èõ áåçâîëèå.

åñëè ýòî íàøè òâîðöû,
ïîæàëóéñòà, ïîæàëóéñòà, äàéòå óâèäåòü ÷òî-íèáóäü äðóãîå:

ïüÿíîãî ñàíòåõíèêà, ñáèâàþùåãî êåãëè,
íåäîðîñëÿ, ñäàþùåãî ýêçàìåí â ÷åòâ¸ðòûé ðàç,
æîêåÿ, âåäóùåãî êîíÿ âäîëü áàðüåðà,
áàðìåíà, çàêðûâàþùåãî íî÷íîé áàð,
îôèöèàíòêó, ïîäàþùóþ ìíå êîôå,
ïüÿíèöó, óñíóâøåãî â ïóñòûííîì ïðîõîäå,
ñîáàêó, ãëîæóùóþ ñóõóþ êîñòü,
ñëîíà, ïóêíóâøåãî ïîä êóïîëîì öèðêà,
àâòîàâàðèþ íà ôðèâåå â ÷àñ ïèê,
ïî÷òàëüîíà, îòïóñêàþùåãî ïîøëûå øóòêè -

âñ¸ ÷òî óãîäíî,
âñ¸ ÷òî óãîäíî,
òîëüêî
íå ýòî.

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âîçäóõ è ñâåò, âðåìÿ è ïðîñòðàíñòâî

òû çíàåøü, ÿ áûë îáðåìåí¸í ñåìü¸é è ðàáîòîé, âñåãäà
÷òî-òî áûëî íà ìî¸ì
ïóòè,
íî ñåé÷àñ
ÿ ïðîäàë äîì è íàø¸ë ýòî
ìåñòî: áîëüøàÿ ñòóäèÿ, òû äîëæåí óâèäåòü ýòîò
ñâåò è ïðîñòðàíñòâî.
âïåðâûå â ìîåé æèçíè ó ìåíÿ áóäåò ìåñòî è âðåìÿ,
÷òîáû òâîðèòü.

íåò, ìèëîê, åñëè òû ñïîñîáåí òâîðèòü,
òû áóäåøü òâîðèòü äàæå, ðàáîòàÿ
16 ÷àñîâ â äåíü íà óãîëüíîé øàõòå
èëè
þòÿñü â êðîõîòíîé êîìíàòå ñ òðåìÿ äåòüìè
è æèâÿ íà
ïîñîáèå,
òû áóäåøü òâîðèòü ÷àñòüþ ñâîåãî ñîçíàíèÿ è
ñ îòîðâàííûìè
êîíå÷íîñòÿìè,
òû áóäåøü òâîðèòü ñëåïûì,
èñêàëå÷åííûì,
ñóìàñøåäøèì,
òû áóäåøü òâîðèòü ñ êîøêîé, âöåïèâøåéñÿ â òâîþ
ñïèíó, ïîêà
âåñü ãîðîä ñîäðîãàåòñÿ îò çåìëåòðÿñåíèÿ, áîìáàðäèðîâêè,
íàâîäíåíèÿ èëè ïîæàðà.

ìèëîê, âîçäóõ è ñâåò, âðåìÿ è ïðîñòðàíñòâî
òóò íè ïðè ÷¸ì,
è íè÷åãî íå ñîòâîðÿò,
êðîìå, áûòü ìîæåò, äîëãîé æèçíè
äëÿ ïîèñêîâ
íîâûõ îïðàâäàíèé.

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Êðóö

ÿ áûë â Ìàíãåéìå, êîãäà ìîé àãåíò ïîçâîíèë
ìíå â îòåëü è ñêàçàë, ÷òî Êðóö ïðèãëàøàåò
íà óæèí âñþ áàíäó, è ÿ îòâåòèë
ìîåìó àãåíòó - î.ê.
ÿ ïîäóìàë, ÷òî ýòî î÷åíü ìèëî ñî ñòîðîíû Êðóöà,
èáî ýòî áûëà íåìàëàÿ áàíäà: ìîé àãåíò,
ìîÿ ïîäðóãà, ôðàíöóçñêèé êèíîïðîäþñåð è åãî
ïîäðóãà, à òàêæå
3 èëè 4 äðóãèõ ëþäåé, òîð÷àâøèõ âîêðóã,
áûòü ìîæåò, áîëüøå ÷åì 3 èëè 4.

ñëåäóþùèì âå÷åðîì ÿ íàø¸ë ñåáÿ â îäíîì èç ñàìûõ
äîðîãèõ ðåñòîðàíîâ ãîðîäà, çà áîëüøèì
çàðåçåðâèðîâàííûì ñòîëîì, ñ îáåð-êåëüíåðîì
è 2 èëè 3 äîáàâî÷íûìè îôèöèàíòàìè.

Êðóö áûë ñî ñâîåé ïîäðóãîé, è ìû
âûïèâàëè è çàêóñûâàëè, êîãäà êòî-òî çàìåòèë,
÷òî, íåñìîòðÿ íà ìîëîäîñòü, Êðóö óæå -
âåäóùèé èçäàòåëü Ãåðìàíèè.
Êðóö ëèøü óëûáíóëñÿ èç-çà ñâîåé
ñèãàðû.

Êðóö îïóáëèêîâàë ìåíÿ.
ÿ óëûáíóëñÿ èç-çà ñâîåé
ñèãàðåòû.

ìîé àãåíò áûë òóò ñî ñâîåé æåíîé; ÿ íå ïîìíþ,
ñêîëüêî âñåãî ÷åëîâåê áûëî çà ñòîëîì, íàâåðíîå,
12, è ÿ ïîäóìàë, êàêîé ñëàâíûé ïàðåíü ýòîò
Êðóö íå òîëüêî çà òî, ÷òî ïóáëèêóåò ìåíÿ,
íî è çà òî, ÷òî ïîèò è êîðìèò âñåõ ýòèõ ëþäåé.

êàæäûé çàêàçûâàë, ïèë è æäàë;
áëþäà ïîñòóïàëè ìåäëåííî,
è áóòûëêè ñ âèíîì îñóøàëèñü, è íîâûå ïîäàâàëèñü
ýòèìè ïðèâåòëèâî óëûáàþùèìèñÿ îôèöèàíòàìè, è ìû

âñå ñìåÿëèñü, è áîëòàëè, è êóðèëè, è âûïèâàëè,
è âîò ïðèíåñëè êóøàíüÿ - òàêîå âîëøåáñòâî:
ëÿãóøà÷üè ëàïêè, êëåøíè êðàáîâ,
îòáèâíûå òàêèå íåæíûå,
÷òî èõ ìîæíî áûëî ðàçäåëèòü âèëêîé;
è îìàðû, âñÿêèå íåâèäàííûå áëþäà,
çåëåíü, ñëèâêè è ñîóñû, ìàñëèíû, ñîëåíèÿ,
âîñõèòèòåëüíûå òîíêèå êóøàíüÿ;
è ò¸ïëûé õëåá òàêîé ïóøèñòûé,
÷òî ìàñëî ïðîñà÷èâàëîñü íàñêâîçü;
ýòî áûëà êîðîëåâñêàÿ åäà,
åäà çà ïðåäåëàìè íàøåãî âîîáðàæåíèÿ,
è ìû åëè è ïèëè è, íàêîíåö, íàñûòèëèñü,
çàòåì âûïèëè åù¸,
è, êîãäà íå ñòàëî íàìè ïðåäïî÷èòàåìîãî
âèíà, ìû çàêàçàëè äðóãîå, è çàòåì
ñòàëî ñòàíîâèòüñÿ ïîçäíî, äîâîëüíî ïîçäíî,
è îôèöèàíòû âñ¸ ìåäëåííåå è ìåäëåííåå
ïðèíîñèëè áóòûëêè, è îíè áîëüøå íå óëûáàëèñü,
è âñêîðå ìû ïåðåñòàëè ñìåÿòüñÿ
è òîëüêî ðàçãîâàðèâàëè, è çàòåì
áóòûëêè ïåðåñòàëè ïîñòóïàòü;
ïîäîø¸ë îáåð-êåëüíåð è ïîñòàâèë
áîëüøîå ñåðåáðÿíîå áëþäî ñî ñ÷¸òîì
ïîñðåäèíå ñòîëà,
è îíî ïîêîèëîñü òàì,
è îôèöèàíòû âûñòðîèëèñü è æäàëè,
è ìû òîæå æäàëè.

ñ÷¸ò áûë âáëèçè Êðóöà, è ìû âñå ñìîòðåëè
íà Êðóöà, íî îí íè ê ÷åìó íå ïîòÿíóëñÿ,
êðîìå êàê ê ñâîåìó ïèäæàêó, èç êîòîðîãî èç-
âë¸ê áîëüøóþ è äîðîãóþ ñèãàðó...
îí ïîäí¸ñ ñèãàðó êî ðòó è ñòàë íå ñïåøà
îáëèçûâàòü, âåðòåòü è îáëèçûâàòü, çàòåì
ïîÿâèëàñü çàæèãàëêà, îí âñòàâèë ñèãàðó â ðîò,
ïðèêóðèë è ñ óäîâîëüñòâèåì çàòÿíóëñÿ,
ìåäëåííî âûïóñêàÿ êðàñèâóþ ñòðóþ ãîëóáîâàòîãî
àðîìàòè÷åñêîãî äûìà...

çàòåì ñòàë æäàòü.

ñèãíàë áûë î÷åâèäíûì
ïî÷òè äëÿ êàæäîãî.

ÿ âçãëÿíóë íà ìîåãî àãåíòà,
íî îí áûë íåâîñïðèèì÷èâ ê òðàãåäèè,
îí óëûáàëñÿ è ñ êåì-òî áåñåäîâàë.

ó ìåíÿ íå áûëî äåíåã,
è ÿ îãëÿäåëñÿ âîêðóã ñòîëà:
ýòî áûëà íåâåðîÿòíàÿ ñöåíà, è ìîÿ ïîäðóãà
òêíóëà ìåíÿ ëîêòåì â áîê, ïðîøåïòàâ:
"÷òî òóò, ÷¸ðò, ïðîèñõîäèò?"

Êðóö óäîáíåå ðàçâàëèëñÿ íà ñòóëå, çàòÿíóëñÿ,
âûïóñòèë åù¸ îäíó òîìèòåëüíóþ ñòðóþ ãîëóáîãî äûìà.
è òîãäà îôèöèàíòû âíåçàïíî âûñòóïèëè âïåð¸ä:
óíåñëè âñå òàðåëêè, âñå áóòûëêè, îñòàâèâ òîëüêî
íàøè ïóñòûå áîêàëû è íàøè ïåïåëüíèöû.
ìû âñå òàì ñèäåëè, è îôèöèàíòû æäàëè, è
îáåð-êåëüíåð æäàë, è áîëüøå íå áûëî ñìåõà,
íå áûëî ðàçãîâîðîâ (ïðàâäà, ìîé àãåíò âñ¸ åù¸
áûë çàíÿò áåñåäîé è êîìó-òî óëûáàëñÿ).
ýòî áûëà àãîíèÿ, ýòî áûëà ãàäêàÿ, ãàäêàÿ àãîíèÿ,
ìåæäó òåì êàê Êðóö ïðîäîëæàë êóðèòü...

â êîíöå êîíöîâ, ôðàíöóçñêèé ðåæèññ¸ð ñïàñ íàñ âñåõ,
îí ïîìàõàë ñâîåé êðåäèòíîé êàðòî÷êîé,
è îáåð-êåëüíåð ïðèáëèçèëñÿ
äëÿ âûñòðåëà...

***
ìû ñìîãëè òîãäà ïîêèíóòü ðåñòîðàí
è âñòðåòèëèñü ïîçæå íà ñòîÿíêå àâòîìîáèëåé,
ãäå Êðóö ïðèêóðèë ñâåæóþ ñèãàðó,
è åãî ïîäðóãà âðó÷èëà íàì êîðçèíó ÿáëîê
èç ñîáñòâåííîãî èõ ñàäà,
çà êîòîðûå
ÿ ïîáëàãîäàðèë...

***
âåðíóâøèñü â îòåëü,
ìû ñ ïîäðóãîé
ñúåëè ïî ÿáëîêó,
è îíà ñêàçàëà:
"ýòî âêóñíûå ÿáëîêè, ýòè íåìåöêèå ÿáëîêè..."
è ÿ ñêàçàë:
"äà, îíè âêóñíûå".

è êîãäà îíà îòïðàâèëàñü â âàííóþ,
ÿ âçÿë ñâîþ âûïèâêó è êîðçèíó ÿáëîê
è âûøåë íà áàëêîí...
ìû áûëè íà âåðõíåì ýòàæå,
è ÿ øâûðÿë ÿáëîêè
îäíî çà äðóãèì
â íî÷ü,
íà óëèöó,
â ñòîðîíó ïàðêà,
è, ñõâàòèâ ïîñëåäíåå ÿáëîêî,
ÿ çàïóñòèë èì òàê, ÷òî
÷óòü ñàì íå ñâàëèëñÿ
÷åðåç êðàé,
íî, ðàçóìååòñÿ, ÿ óäåðæàëñÿ,
è ÿ ïîâåðíóëñÿ è âîçâðàòèëñÿ
âíóòðü,
÷óâñòâóÿ ñåáÿ ëó÷øå,
íî íå íàìíîãî
ëó÷øå.

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êëàññè÷åñêîå

íàøà ïðåïîäàâàòåëüíèöà àíãëèéñêîãî â ñðåäíåé øêîëå
ìèññèñ Ãðåäèñ íå ñàäèëàñü çà ñòîë, êàê îáû÷íî,
å¸ ñòîë áûë ïóñò, è îíà óñàæèâàëàñü íà íåãî
ïåðåä íàìè
è âûñîêî çàêèäûâàëà íîãó çà íîãó, è
ìû âèäåëè ýòè äëèííûå ø¸ëêîâèñòûå
íîãè, ýòè âîëøåáíûå á¸äðà,
ýòó ñèÿþùóþ ò¸ïëóþ ïëîòü, ïîêà
îíà èãðàëà ëîäûæêàìè è ïå -
ðåáðàñûâàëà íîãó çà íîãó â ýòèõ
÷¸ðíûõ òóôëÿõ ñ âûñîêèìè êàáëóêàìè è
ãîâîðèëà î Ãîòîðíå è î
Ìåëâèëëå, è î Ïî, è î äðóãèõ.
ìû, ìàëü÷èøêè, íå âîñïðèíèìàëè íè ñëîâà,
íî àíãëèéñêèé áûë íàøèì ëþáèìûì
ïðåäìåòîì, è ìû íèêîãäà íå îòçûâàëèñü
ïëîõî î ìèññèñ Ãðåäèñ, ìû íèêîãäà äàæå
íå ñïëåòíè÷àëè î íåé,
ìû ïðîñòî ñèäåëè â ýòîì êëàññå è ñìîòðåëè
íà ìèññèñ Ãðåäèñ;
è ìû çíàëè, ÷òî íàøè ìàòåðè íå òàêèå,
÷òî íàøè îäíîêëàññíèöû
íå òàêèå,
äàæå æåíùèíû, êîòîðûå
ïðîõîäèëè ïî óëèöå, íå òàêèå.
íèêòî íå áûë ïîõîæ íà ìèññèñ Ãðåäèñ,
è ìèññèñ Ãðåäèñ çíàëà îá ýòîì òîæå,
ñèäÿ íàïðîòèâ íàñ, íà êëàññíîì ñòîëå,
âîçâûøàÿñü íàä äâàäöàòüþ 14-òè -
ëåòíèìè ïîäðîñòêàìè, êîòîðûå
ïðîíåñóò ïàìÿòü î íåé
÷åðåç âîéíû è ìíîãèå ãîäû,
ïàìÿòü î òàêîé ëåäè,
íàáëþäàâøåé íàñ, ïîêà îíà ïîâåñòâîâàëà,
íàáëþäàâøåé íàñ, ãëàçåþùèõ íà íå¸;
ñî ñìåøèíêîé â ãëàçàõ,
óëûáàÿñü íàì,
ïåðåáðàñûâàÿ íîãó çà íîãó
ñíîâà è ñíîâà;
þáêà ñêîëüçèò, äåëèêàòíî
ïîäíèìàÿñü âûøå è âûøå,
è îíà ãîâîðèò î Ãîòîðíå è î
Ïî, è î Ìåëâèëëå, è î äðóãèõ,
ïîêà íå ðàçäà¸òñÿ çâîíîê,
çíàìåíóÿ êîíåö óðîêà,
ñàìîãî áûñòðîãî óðîêà øêîëüíîãî äíÿ.
ñïàñèáî âàì, ìèññèñ Ãðåäèñ,
çà âàøå äèâíîå
ïðåïîäàâàíèå, âû ñäåëàëè íàøó ó÷¸áó
áîëåå ÷åì ë¸ãêîé,
ñïàñèáî, ìèññèñ
Ãðåäèñ, ñïàñèáî.

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ïîñëåäíåå ïîêîëåíèå

áûëî ìíîãî ëåã÷å áûòü ãåíèåì â äâàäöàòûõ, ñóùåñòâîâàëî
òîëüêî 3 èëè 4 ëèòåðàòóðíûõ æóðíàëà è, åñëè òû ïîïàäàë â íèõ
4 èëè 5 ðàç, òî âïîëíå ìîã î÷óòèòüñÿ â ñàëîíå Ãåðòû,
âîçìîæíî, âñòðåòèòüñÿ ñ Ïèêàññî çà ñòàêàíîì âèíà èëè,
áûòü ìîæåò, òîëüêî - ñ Ìèðî.

è, êîíå÷íî, åñëè òû ïîñûëàë ñâîþ âåùü èç Ïàðèæà,
øàíñû íà ïóáëèêàöèþ ñòàíîâèëèñü ãîðàçäî ëó÷øå.
áîëüøèíñòâî ïèñàòåëåé ñòàâèëè ïîä ðóêîïèñüþ
ñëîâî "Ïàðèæ" è äàòó.

è ïîä ýãèäîé áûëà âîçìîæíîñòü
ïèñàòü, åñòü, ïèòü, åçäèòü â Èòàëèþ è èíîãäà
â Ãðåöèþ.
áûëî ïðèÿòíî ôîòîãðàôèðîâàòüñÿ ñ äðóãèìè, ïîäîáíûìè òåáå,
áûëî ïðèÿòíî âûãëÿäåòü îïðÿòíûì, ñòðîéíûì è çàãàäî÷íûì.
ôîòî, ñíÿòûå íà ïëÿæå, áûëè îñáåííî õîðîøè.

è äà, òû ìîã ïåðåïèñûâàòüñÿ ñ 15-òüþ èëè 20-òüþ
äðóãèìè,
ñïëåòíè÷àÿ î òîì è î ñ¸ì.

òû ìîã ïîëó÷èòü ïèñüìî îò Ýçðû èëè îò Õýìà; Ýçðà ëþáèë
íàñòàâëÿòü, à Õýì ëþáèë îòòà÷èâàòü ñâîé ñòèëü
íà ïèñüìàõ, êîãäà íå ïèñàëîñü äðóãîå.

ýòî áûëà çíàòíàÿ, ðîìàíòè÷åñêàÿ èãðà, ïîëíàÿ áóéíûõ
îòêðûòèé.

íûíå

íûíå òàêîå ìíîæåñòâî íàñ, ñîòíè ëèòåðàòóðíûõ æóðíàëîâ,
ñîòíè ãàçåò, òûñÿ÷è íàèìåíîâàíèé.

êòî ñìîæåò âûáðàòüñÿ èç ýòîé íàâîçíîé êó÷è?
íå ñòîèò è ñïðàøèâàòü.

ÿ îãëÿäûâàþñü íàçàä, ÿ ÷èòàþ êíèãè î æèçíè þíîøåé
è äåâóøåê - äâàäöàòûõ.

åñëè îíè áûëè Ïîòåðÿííûì ïîêîëåíèåì, êàê áû âû
íàçâàëè íàñ, ñèäÿùèõ çäåñü, ìåæäó áîåãîëîâêàìè,
çà íàøèìè ýëåêòðîïèøóùèìè ìàøèíêàìè?

Ïîñëåäíåå ïîêîëåíèå?

ëó÷øå áûòü Ïîòåðÿííûì, ÷åì Ïîñëåäíèì,
íî ÷èòàÿ ýòè êíèãè î íèõ,
ÿ èñïûòûâàþ íåæíîñòü è âåëèêîäóøèå.

ñóèöèä Ãàððè Êðîñáè* â íîìåðå îòåëÿ
è åãî øëþõè
òàê æå ðåàëåí äëÿ ìåíÿ, êàê êðàí, êîòîðûé êàïàåò ñåé÷àñ
â ìîåé âàííîé.

ÿ ëþáëþ ÷èòàòü î íèõ: Äæîéñ, ñëåïîé è
êðàäóùèéñÿ îò áóêèíèñòà ê áóêèíèñòó, êàê òàðàíòóë.
Äîñ Ïàññîñ ñ åãî ïîäøèâêàìè ãàçåò è ðîçîâîé ëåíòîé â
ïå÷àòíîé ìàøèíêå.
Ä. Ã. Ëîóðåíñ, ïîõîòëèâûé è ðàçäðàæ¸ííûé,
Õ. Ä., äîñòàòî÷íî ëîâêàÿ, ÷òîáû èñïîëüçîâàòü
èíèöèàëû, êîòîðûå âûãëÿäÿò áîëåå ëèòåðàòóðíî, ÷åì
Õèëüäà Äóëèòë.

Ä. Á. Øîó, äàâíî óïðî÷èâøèéñÿ êàê ðåñïåêòàáåëüíûé è
òâåðäîëîáûé ðîÿëèñò, ïëîòü è ìîçã îáðàùàþòñÿ â ìðàìîð.
Çàíóäà.

Õàêñëè, ïðîãóëèâàÿ ñâîé ìîçã ñ ïðåâåëèêèì óäîâîëüñòâèåì,
äîêàçûâàÿ Ëîóðåíñó, ÷òî íå â æèâîòå è íå â ÿéöàõ îáèòàåò
ñëàâà, à â - ÷åðåïå.

è ýòîò ïðîâèíöèàë Ñèíêëåð Ëüþèñ, âûõîäÿùèé íà ñöåíó.

ìåæäó òåì,
ðåâîëþöèÿ ïîáåäèëà, ðóññêèå îáðåëè ñâîáîäó è -
óìèðàþò.
Ãîðüêèé, íå çíàÿ, çà ÷òî áîðîòüñÿ,
â ïîèñêàõ ñëîâ, âîñõâàëÿþùèõ âëàñòü.
ìíîãèå äðóãèå, ñëîìëåííûå ïîáåäîé.

íûíå

íûíå òàêîå ìíîæåñòâî íàñ,
íî ìû äîëæíû áûòü áëàãîäàðíû, èáî, åñëè â áëèæàéøèå
ñòî ëåò ìèð íå áóäåò ðàçðóøåí, ïîäóìàéòå, ñêîëüêî
âñåãî èç ýòîãî ñîõðàíèòñÿ:
íåèçâåñòíî ðåàëüíî, êòî ïðåóñïååò è êòî íåò, - ïðîñòî
äîñòîéíûé ñðåäíèé óðîâåíü, óáàâëåííûé äàëåå
íàøåé ïðåîáëàäàþùåé ìíîãî÷èñëåííîñòüþ.
íàñ âñåõ âíåñóò â êàòàëîã è çàðåãèñòðèðóþò.
ïóñòü òàê...

åæåëè âû åù¸ â ñîìíåíèè î òîì, èíîì çîëîòîì âåêå,
ïîçíàêîìüòåñü ñ äðóãèìè ëþáîïûòíûìè ôèãóðàìè:
Ðè÷àðä Îëäèíãòîí, Òåääè Äðàéçåð, Ô. Ñêîòò, Õàðò Êðåéí**,
Óèíäåì Ëüþèñ, èçäàòåëüñòâî
"׸ðíîå ñîëíöå".

íî äëÿ ìåíÿ äâàäöàòûå ñîñðåäîòî÷åíû, â îñíîâíîì,
íà Õåìèíãóýå,
âîçâðàòèâøèìñÿ ñ ôðîíòà è íà÷àâøèì ïå÷àòàòü.

ýòî âñ¸ áûëî òàê ïðîñòî, òàê âîñõèòèòåëüíî ÷èñòî.

íûíå

òàêîå ìíîæåñòâî íàñ.

Ýðíè, òû íå ïðåäñòàâëÿë, êàê õîðîøî áûëî äàæå
ñîðîê ëåò ñïóñòÿ, êîãäà òû âûøèá ñâîè ìîçãè â
àïåëüñèíîâûé ñîê,

õîòÿ
ÿ ãàðàíòèðóþ -
ýòî áûëà íå ëó÷øàÿ òâîÿ ðàáîòà.


* Ãàððè Êðîñáè (1898-1929) - àìåðèêàíñêèé ïîýò è èçäàòåëü,
îñíîâàâøèé â Ïàðèæå ñîâìåñòíî ñ æåíîé èçäàòåëüñòâî Black Sun Press,
îïóáëèêîâàâøåå òîãäà åù¸ ìàëîèçâåñòíûõ Äæåéìñà Äæîéñà, Ä. Ã. Ëîóðåíñà,
Ýçðó Ïàóíäà è äð.


** Õàðò Êðåéí (1899-1932) - àìåðèêàíñêèé ýïè÷åñêèé ïîýò,
èíòåðåñ ê êîòîðîìó âîçðîäèëñÿ â 70-80-õ ãîäàõ ïðîøëîãî ñòîëåòèÿ.


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èñòîðèÿ îäíîãî óïðÿìîãî ñóêèíà ñûíà

îí ïîäîø¸ë ê ìîèì äâåðÿì îäíàæäû âå÷åðîì,
ìîêðûé, õóäîé, ïîáèòûé è òåððîðèçèðîâàííûé,
áåëûé, êîñîãëàçûé, áåñõâîñòûé êîò.
ÿ âïóñòèë åãî, íàêîðìèë è îí îñòàëñÿ,
ïîâåðèë â ìåíÿ, ïîêà îäíàæäû ìîé äðóã,
ïîäúåçæàÿ ê äîìó, íå ïåðååõàë åãî.
ÿ îòí¸ñ ê âåòåðèíàðó òî, ÷òî îñòàëîñü îò íåãî:
"íå ìíîãî øàíñîâ... äàéòå åìó ýòè òàáëåòêè...
ïîçâîíî÷íèê åãî ðàçäàâëåí, îí áûë ñëîìëåí è ðàíüøå,
íî êàê-òî ñðîññÿ, äàæå åñëè îí âûæèâåò,
îí íå ñìîæåò ïåðåäâèãàòüñÿ, âçãëÿíèòå íà ýòîò ñíèìîê:
â íåãî ñòðåëÿëè, äðîáü åù¸ âíóòðè,
åìó òàêæå îòðóáèëè õâîñò..."

ÿ ïðèí¸ñ åãî îáðàòíî, áûëî æàðêîå ëåòî,
îäíî èç ñàìûõ æàðêèõ çà ìíîãî äåêàä,
ÿ ïîëîæèë åãî íà ïîë, â âàííîé,
äàë åìó âîäû è òàáëåòîê,
îí íå ïðèòðîíóëñÿ íè ê âîäå, íè ê åäå,
ÿ ñìî÷èë ïàëåö â âîäå è óâëàæíèë åìó ðîò,
è ñòàë óáåæäàòü åãî, ÿ íèêóäà íå âûõîäèë,
ÿ ñèäåë â âàííîé è áåñåäîâàë ñ íèì,
è îñòîðîæíî ãëàäèë åãî, è îí â îòâåò ñìîòðåë íà ìåíÿ
ñâîèìè áëåäíî-ãîëóáûìè ðàñêîñûìè ãëàçàìè.
ïðîøëî íåìàëî äíåé ïðåæäå, ÷åì îí äâèíóëñÿ
â ïåðâûé ðàç:
çàãðåáàÿ ïåðåäíèìè ëàïàìè (çàäíèå íå ñãèáàëèñü),
äîïîëç äî êîøà÷üåãî ÿùèêà è âçîáðàëñÿ íà íåãî;
ýòî áûëî, êàê òðóáíûé çâóê, âîçâåñòèâøèé çäåñü,
â âàííîé, è ïî âñåìó ãîðîäó î ñêîðîé ïîáåäå;
ýòîò êîò ñòàë ìíå áëèçêèì - ÿ ñòðàäàë âìåñòå ñ íèì,
íå òàê, ÷òîá óæ î÷åíü, íî äîñòàòî÷íî...

êàê-òî óòðîì îí ïðîñíóëñÿ, âñòàë íà íîãè, óïàë
è ïîñìîòðåë íà ìåíÿ âîïðîñèòåëüíî.

"ïîïðîáóé åù¸! - ñêàçàë ÿ åìó. - ó òåáÿ ïîëó÷èòñÿ".

îí ñíîâà âñòàë, çàòåì óïàë, âñòàë, óïàë
è, íàêîíåö, ñòóïèë íåñêîëüêî øàãîâ,
øàòàÿñü, ñëîâíî ïüÿíûé,
çàäíèå íîãè îòêàçûâàëèñü ñëóæèòü,
è îí ñíîâà ïàäàë, îòäûõàë è ñíîâà âñòàâàë...

îñòàëüíîå âû çíàåòå: ñåé÷àñ îí ëó÷øå,
÷åì êîãäà-ëèáî, êîñîãëàçûé, ïî÷òè áåççóáûé,
íî ãðàöèÿ âåðíóëàñü è ýòîò îñîáûé âçãëÿä,
êîòîðûé íèêîãäà íå èñ÷åçàë...

è ñåé÷àñ, êîãäà èíîãäà ó ìåíÿ áåðóò èíòåðâüþ
è ñïðàøèâàþò î æèçíè, î ëèòåðàòóðå, ÿ íàïèâàþñü
è, ïðèïîäíÿâ ìîåãî êîñîãëàçîãî, ïåðååõàííîãî,
ïðîñòðåëåííîãî, ñ îòðóáëåííûì õâîñòîì - êîòà,
ãîâîðþ: "âçãëÿíèòå, âçãëÿíèòå íà ýòî!"

íî îíè íå ïîíèìàþò è ïðîäîëæàþò ñïðàøèâàòü:
"âû ãîâîðèòå - íà âàñ ïîâëèÿë Ñåëèí?"

"íåò!" - ÿ ïðèïîäíèìàþ êîòà - "âîò ýòî, ýòî!
òî, ÷òî ñëó÷èëîñü ñ íèì, ñ íèì!"

ÿ âñòðÿõèâàþ êîòà è ïîäíèìàþ åãî ââåðõ
â ïüÿíîé, ïðîêóðåííîé êîìíàòå,
îí ñïîêîåí, îí ïîíèìàåò...

è íà ýòîì èíòåðâüþ çàêàí÷èâàåòñÿ,
õîòÿ ÿ âñ¸-òàêè ãîðä, êîãäà ïîçæå âèæó ôîòîãðàôèþ:
âîò - ÿ è âîò - ìîé êîò, è ìû ñôîòîãðàôèðîâàíû âìåñòå.

îí òàêæå çíàåò, ÷òî âñ¸ ýòî - âçäîð,
íî, òåì íå ìåíåå, ýòî êàê-òî ïîìîãàåò.

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© Ñåìåí Áåíüÿìèíîâ, ïåðåâîäû, 2013-2026.
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Boost Pack Verified - Fivem Fps

Boosting your FPS in FiveM requires a combination of high-performance texture packs and system-level optimizations. Most "boost packs" focus on removing demanding visual elements like shadows and heavy vegetation while cleaning up textures to ensure smooth gameplay even on low-end hardware. Popular FPS Boost Features

Shadow Removal: Disabling real-time shadows can provide an immediate boost of +100 FPS or more.

Low Vegetation: Reducing trees and grass density to minimize CPU strain.

Texture Cleaning: Ultra-lightweight resource packs that optimize visual assets for 4GB–8GB RAM systems.

Custom Graphics: Options like the "Green Galaxy Sky" or "V2 Optimized" packs designed specifically for competitive RP play. Installation Guide

Locate your FiveM Application Data folder by right-clicking the FiveM shortcut and selecting Open file location. Open the citizen folder.

Replace the existing citizen folder with the one from your downloaded FPS pack, or drag .rpf files into the mods folder. Restart FiveM to apply the changes. Essential System Optimizations

For the best results, pair your FPS pack with these Windows and GPU settings:

Windows Game Mode: Turn ON in Settings to prioritize game performance.

Hardware-Accelerated GPU Scheduling: Enable this in Graphics Settings to reduce latency.

Power Plan: Set your PC to High Performance in the Control Panel.

Transparency Effects: Disable these in Personalization > Colors to free up background resources.

Finding a solid FiveM FPS Boost Pack often means looking for mods that strip away heavy graphical elements or optimize background processes to give you a smoother frame rate, especially on lower-end hardware. What These Packs Typically Include

Most high-quality "boost packs" for 2025 and 2026 combine file-based mods with system-level optimizations:

Asset Reductions: They often remove heavy environmental assets like high-detail bushes, rocks, and water reflections. Some even disable shadows entirely to maximize performance.

Texture Packs: Replacing standard GTA V textures with "optimized" versions (often found in the citizen folder) can drastically reduce VRAM usage.

System Scripts: Many packs include batch files (.bat) designed to clear temporary cache files, set FiveM to "High" CPU priority, and optimize RAM usage.

Graphics Configs: Pre-configured gta5_settings.xml files that force the game into the lowest possible graphical states, often beyond what the in-game menu allows. Top Recommendations & Sources

Community Discord Servers: Many creators host their packs on dedicated Discords like 5M mods or techiesavi to provide direct download links and installation support.

Reddit & Forums: Communities like r/fivemrz often share updated 2024/2025 packs claiming significant FPS gains.

"Blue" FPS Pack: Frequently cited in community tutorials as a reliable option for low-end PCs, promising up to a 100 FPS increase by reducing stutters and lag. Key Installation Steps To safely use these packs, follow this general process:

Backup: Create a system restore point or backup your FiveM Application Data folder. fivem fps boost pack

Locate Folder: Right-click your FiveM shortcut -> "Open File Location" -> Open FiveM Application Data.

Replace Citizen Folder: Many texture-based packs require you to delete your existing citizen folder and replace it with the modded one provided in the pack.

Add RPF Files: If the pack includes .rpf files, these usually go into the mods folder within your application data. FiveM - BEST FPS Boost Pack NO LAG (2025 TUTORIAL)

Reviewing a FiveM FPS boost pack is tricky because "the pack" usually refers to a collection of community-made mods (like "Ultra Low End" or "Green Galaxy") rather than a single official product

. However, most high-quality packs follow a similar pattern in how they impact your game. The Verdict: Essential for Low-End PCs

If you are struggling with stuttering or frame drops, a solid FPS boost pack is a game-changer. It focuses on aggressive optimization that the base game often ignores, making the experience much smoother during high-action scenarios like car chases or heavy roleplay. What’s Included Reduced Textures:

Most packs remove heavy, realistic textures—like detailed road surfaces or foliage—to free up VRAM and reduce stuttering while driving. Sky & Graphics Swaps:

Many include custom skybox mods (e.g., "Green Galaxy") that simplify the lighting and weather effects to keep frames closer to 100+ FPS on budget builds. Shadow & View Distance Tweaks:

Advanced packs often include scripts to dynamically change shadow cascades or draw distances, which are usually the biggest performance killers. Performance Impact The "Feel":

Users report a significant reduction in "input lag" and "stuttering". The Numbers:

While "300+ FPS" claims are often marketing hype, realistic gains of 15–30 FPS are common for players on 8GB RAM systems. Potential Downsides Visual Fidelity:

You will lose the "pretty" side of GTA V. Roads might look flat, and the sky can look stylized or cartoony rather than realistic. Installation:

It’s rarely a "one-click" process. You usually have to manually swap files in your folder or use specific server-side resources like um-fpsbooster 21 Jan 2025 —

Unlock Your Gaming Potential: A Comprehensive Guide to the FiveM FPS Boost Pack

FiveM, the popular mod for Grand Theft Auto V, has revolutionized the way gamers experience the world of Los Santos. With its vast array of customization options, user-friendly interface, and vast community of players, it's no wonder that FiveM has become a staple in the gaming community. However, one major issue that has plagued players is the game's performance, particularly when it comes to frame rates. This is where the FiveM FPS Boost Pack comes in – a game-changing solution designed to optimize your gaming experience and unlock your PC's full potential.

What is the FiveM FPS Boost Pack?

The FiveM FPS Boost Pack is a comprehensive optimization tool designed specifically for FiveM players. This innovative pack aims to increase frame rates, reduce lag, and enhance overall gaming performance. By optimizing various system settings and FiveM configuration files, the FPS Boost Pack ensures that your game runs smoothly, allowing you to focus on what matters most – enjoying the game.

How Does the FiveM FPS Boost Pack Work?

The FiveM FPS Boost Pack works by analyzing your system's hardware and software configuration, then applying a series of optimized settings to maximize performance. The pack targets several key areas, including:

  1. Graphics Settings: The pack adjusts graphics settings to achieve a balance between visual quality and performance. This includes tweaking settings such as texture quality, shadow quality, and anti-aliasing.
  2. System Configuration: The pack optimizes system settings, such as Windows registry entries and configuration files, to free up resources and reduce lag.
  3. FiveM Configuration: The pack modifies FiveM's configuration files to optimize performance, including settings such as network settings, graphics settings, and audio settings.

Benefits of Using the FiveM FPS Boost Pack

So, what can you expect from using the FiveM FPS Boost Pack? Here are just a few benefits: Boosting your FPS in FiveM requires a combination

  • Increased Frame Rates: Experience smoother gameplay with increased frame rates, making it easier to focus on the game.
  • Reduced Lag: Say goodbye to frustrating lag spikes and enjoy a more responsive gaming experience.
  • Improved Performance: Optimize your game's performance, allowing you to play at higher graphics settings or with more mods enabled.
  • Easy to Use: The pack is designed to be user-friendly, with a simple installation process and minimal configuration required.

Features of the FiveM FPS Boost Pack

The FiveM FPS Boost Pack comes packed with a range of features designed to enhance your gaming experience. Some of the key features include:

  • One-Click Installation: Easily install the pack with just a few clicks, with no technical expertise required.
  • Automatic Optimization: The pack automatically optimizes your system and FiveM settings for maximum performance.
  • Customizable Settings: Adjust settings to suit your specific needs and hardware configuration.
  • Regular Updates: The pack is regularly updated to ensure compatibility with the latest FiveM versions and to address any performance issues.

Who Can Benefit from the FiveM FPS Boost Pack?

The FiveM FPS Boost Pack is designed for any FiveM player looking to improve their gaming experience. Whether you're a casual player or a hardcore gamer, this pack can help:

  • Casual Players: Enjoy a smoother gaming experience with reduced lag and increased frame rates.
  • Hardcore Gamers: Optimize your game for maximum performance, allowing you to play at high graphics settings or with multiple mods enabled.
  • Streamers and Content Creators: Enhance your streaming and recording experience with improved performance and reduced lag.

Common Issues Addressed by the FiveM FPS Boost Pack

The FiveM FPS Boost Pack is designed to address a range of common issues that FiveM players face, including:

  • Low Frame Rates: Increase frame rates and enjoy smoother gameplay.
  • Lag and Stuttering: Reduce lag and stuttering, making it easier to focus on the game.
  • Graphics Issues: Optimize graphics settings for improved performance and visual quality.

Conclusion

The FiveM FPS Boost Pack is a game-changing solution for FiveM players looking to optimize their gaming experience. By automatically adjusting system and FiveM settings, this innovative pack unlocks your PC's full potential, providing a smoother, more responsive gaming experience. With its easy-to-use interface, customizable settings, and regular updates, the FiveM FPS Boost Pack is a must-have for any serious FiveM player.

Get Ready to Unlock Your Gaming Potential

Don't let poor performance hold you back from enjoying the game. With the FiveM FPS Boost Pack, you can:

  • Unlock Higher Frame Rates: Experience smoother gameplay with increased frame rates.
  • Enhance Your Gaming Experience: Optimize your game for maximum performance and visual quality.
  • Stay Ahead of the Competition: Enjoy a more responsive gaming experience, giving you a competitive edge.

Download the FiveM FPS Boost Pack Today!

Ready to take your FiveM gaming experience to the next level? Download the FiveM FPS Boost Pack today and discover a smoother, more responsive gaming experience. With its comprehensive optimization tools and user-friendly interface, this pack is the perfect solution for any FiveM player looking to unlock their gaming potential.

Conclusion: Build or Buy?

The perfect FiveM FPS Boost Pack is personal to your hardware. If you have an RTX 4090, you need a different pack than a GTX 1060 user.

Your action plan:

  1. If you are lazy: Download "Project HP" or "Razed FPS Pack."
  2. If you want the best result: Follow Part 3 of this guide to write your own .cfg file. It takes 5 minutes and gives you 90% of the benefit.
  3. Final advice: Always, always, always delete your FiveM.cache folder weekly. It is the number one cause of FPS decay over time.

Now, go enjoy Los Santos without the slideshow. You have the tools. Use them wisely.

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Disclaimer: Always backup your original game files before installing any mod pack. The author is not responsible for server bans related to visual modifications. Check your server’s whitelist rules.

A FiveM FPS boost pack is a collection of modified game files, registry tweaks, and configuration settings designed to optimize performance in Grand Theft Auto V roleplay servers. These packs primarily target players on low-end hardware or those experiencing "stutters" in highly populated or heavily modded server environments. What is Inside a Boost Pack?

Most comprehensive packs include a combination of the following:

Modified citizen Folder: Replaces default textures with low-resolution versions or removes performance-heavy elements like fog, night shadows, and complex weather effects.

Optimized settings.xml: Pre-configured GTA V settings that disable intensive features like FXAA, MSAA, and high population density. Graphics Settings: The pack adjusts graphics settings to

Windows Tweaks: Registry files or batch scripts to set FiveM to "High Priority," optimize RAM usage, and disable unnecessary background services.

Shader Replacements: Low-impact shaders that maintain visibility while reducing the load on the GPU. How to Install an FPS Boost Pack

The installation process typically involves replacing core FiveM application files:

Locate FiveM Data: Right-click your FiveM shortcut and select "Open File Location," then navigate to the FiveM Application Data folder.

Backup Your Files: Always copy your existing citizen folder and settings.xml before making changes.

Replace Folders: Drag and drop the modified citizen folder from the boost pack into the FiveM Application Data directory.

Clear Cache: Delete the cache folder within your application data to ensure the new textures load correctly. Key Performance Gains

FiveM FPS Boost Pack: Performance & Implementation Report FiveM FPS Boost Pack

is a set of customized files—typically including a modified

files—designed to optimize Grand Theft Auto V performance for low-end or competitive PC setups. These packs primarily work by reducing the graphical load of textures, lighting, and environmental effects that are not strictly necessary for gameplay. Core Optimization Features Texture Simplification

: Many packs include "Ultra Low" textures that remove high-fidelity details like tree leaves or complex building textures to minimize VRAM usage. Particle & Effect Reduction

: Packs often disable or simplify "Kill Effects," smoke, and particle systems that can cause sudden frame drops during intense combat. Shadow & Lighting Tweaks : Adjusting the GTA5_settings.xml

or using custom shaders can significantly reduce the CPU/GPU overhead required for real-time shadows. Hardware Acceleration Offloading

: Optimization guides often recommend disabling hardware acceleration in secondary apps like Discord or Spotify to free up resources for FiveM. Installation & Configuration

Installing a boost pack generally involves replacing standard game assets within the FiveM application directory. Locate FiveM Data : Right-click your FiveM shortcut and select Open File Location . Navigate to FiveM Application Data Replace Citizen Folder : The most common method involves deleting the existing

folder and replacing it with the optimized version from your downloaded pack. : If the pack contains files, these should be placed into the folder within the application data. In-Game Settings

: For maximum effect, packs are paired with specific in-game settings: DirectX Version

: Often set to 10 or 10.1 for maximum compatibility on older hardware. Resolution

: Lowering resolution or using windowed optimizations can reduce latency. Critical Optimization Strategies

Here are a few options for your post, tailored to different platforms (Discord, TikTok/Reels, and Forums).

Review: FiveM FPS Boost Pack – Does It Actually Work?

8) Lightweight resource pack (what to remove/replace)

  • Replace high-res textures with lower-resolution textures (texture LOD packs).
  • Remove heavy sound packs and replace with default/low bitrate audio.
  • Replace fancy weather/ENB presets with minimal/no post-processing presets.
  • Remove/disable map mods that add many props.

13) Troubleshooting common issues

  • Stuttering despite high FPS: Check background tasks, CPU throttling, thermal limits, RAM/pagefile.
  • Huge CPU spikes: Reduce population, turn off streaming scripts, limit draw distance.
  • Low VRAM stutters: Lower texture quality, reduce resolution, enable texture streaming optimizations.
  • Crashes after config changes: Restore backups and verify game files.

6) FiveM client tweaks (client.cfg & settings)

Place a client.cfg or use FiveM config overrides (client-side) where permitted.

Example client.cfg (client-side preferences — adjust paths and values):

# FiveM FPS Boost Pack - client.cfg
set sv_enforceGameBuild 2372
set sv_hostname "FPS Boost Client"
set graphics_override "1"
# Population & streaming
set populationMultiplier 0.5
set streamDistance 500.0
set pedDensity 0.5
set vehicleDensity 0.5
# Disable unwanted features
set r_shadows 0
set r_max_level 2
set r_lodScale 0.8
set r_reflectionQuality 0
set r_waterQuality 0

Note: Some settings only apply on server or are restricted. Use client-side overrides when supported.


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